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Location: Roma, Italy
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Sep 14, 2007 at 05:37 PM
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I knew it was going to wear me off...
I was going from one disappointment to another, yet still trying to find opportunities to practice my passion (photography) and meeting more persons. My job is becoming more and more taxing, because we need to make more money, and it requies an amount of enthusiasm I don't have. I was worried, I knew I couldn't stand it. And in fact, in the last 2 days simple disappointment has shifted to cosmic sense of death. It is HIM (or HER), I know it all too well. Know I hope it will be brief, while i nevertheless keep trying to reach out to meeting people and finding motivation in job. But it is hard, oh dammit... |
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Location: Lily Pad, USA
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Sep 14, 2007 at 05:50 PM
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Sorry things aren't going well for you.
Photography is a very artistic, emotional profession. The stress must be tremendous. Each disappointment compounded by the depression. Maybe by posting here you will be able to lighten some of you discomfort. (((((((((( stefano )))))))))) __________________  kebs
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Sep 14, 2007 at 08:27 PM
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oh stefano.....how well i know your feelings.........i have just gotten my head above water after sputtering and near drowning for 2 months........death kept scratching at my doors......that annoying noise.......so many times i reached for the knob just to get the noise to cease........but once more...........I WON! and you will win again too! put up a fight stefano....i'm here to take your hand.........
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Sep 16, 2007 at 12:08 PM
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Thank you girls
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Sep 16, 2007 at 01:45 PM
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Hello Stefano. I am sorry that youare struggling at this time. Your therapist is the best person to contact at this time to help you get the med changs you need to help you be able to do the daily things that you need to do in your life. I hope things get better for yu soon Stefano. Take care and best wishes. Soidhonia
__________________ The Caged Bird Sings with a Fearful Trill of Things Unknown and Longed for Still and his Tune is Heard on the Distant Hill for the Caged Bird Sings of Freedom |
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Sep 17, 2007 at 04:31 AM
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How's it going Stefano? Nasty feeling needing to work harder, and feeling yourself going in the opposite direction. Keep looking after yourself, even though you have to work hard. If it's at all possible do some of those things we're meant to do - getting some time to relax, switch off, exercise, meditate. I know it can be added stress to try to do these and work, but if it's possible I think it would help.
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Sep 17, 2007 at 10:00 AM
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can't help with enthusiasm to day babe, but would like to send you love and a hug and know I hold your hand during this hard time
Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo |
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Sep 17, 2007 at 06:03 PM
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Soidhonia, how strange that I had just called both my T and my pdoc to say that everything was almost fine. Now I called again to correct my previous statement. I'll see my T thursday. This time I have a good idea about what made me depressed, even if depression feels always so cosmic that relating it to life facts seem just a rational exercise.
Debbie, the bad problem here is that I have to pour all these energies in a job that doesn't reward me emotionally. Indeed, I am extremely successful, customers come in searching for me for difficult tasks. But that brings only money. And I can't buy feelgood packs with money. If this would not sustain my family... I would gladly leave and get something more meaningful for me. And Kerry, your hug is most appreciated and gladly returned  Well, reading you posts and replying was the best part of the day. I can't thank you enough 
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