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Nov 19, 2007, 06:03 AM
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Life is passing by
all I want to do is cry sometimes tears are dry I wonder why , why, why? Woke today with pain spinning around my brain no, no not again what does it ever gain? just sitting here belly full of fear anxiety up a gear cant find ANY cheer. missing a friend pms I send ignores me, sending me round the bend I think he had enough in the end...... abandonment hits hard threw me off my guard all wrong how I played the cards too much water under the bridge to disgard Know I love you so sorry you had to go replies from you are so slow I miss you dont you know? Jinny 
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Nov 19, 2007, 10:59 AM
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((((((((((( jinny ))))))))))))
I'm so sorry, I know how this sort of thing cuts so deep. Maybe your friend will come back ..... but sometimes it seems friends do grow apart or change without us fully realising until they've gone (or even after)
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Nov 19, 2007, 03:19 PM
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Oh hun, I feel so much for you right now...it sounds like you are really struggling. I'm really happy you keep posting, though, it gives me some hope that you are reaching out and looking for support- don't stop! There are so many people who understand what you're going through, and I hope you can find the support you need here. I envy your ability to write such good poetry- I've tried a billion times and things never seem to come out right- but you are really good at describing how you feel inside. Take care of yourself and keep reaching out- you deserve to feel better than this, and I hope things start looking up for you soon. God bless!
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Nov 20, 2007, 07:28 AM
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he just knows me so well that's all.....I'm not disrespecting anyone elses support in any way shape or form....I love so many here. Those of you who were here a year ago know Cajun and I talked a lot about stuff and cos we're the same age we were e.twins lol. I know he's busy with stuff, just sometimes you need that understanding, he helped me a lot, like you all do. Just miss him that's all....we did speak last night in chat for the first time in ages so......thanks caj, you helped a little, but it meant a lot.
jin x I even feel guilty now because I have other fantastic friends here and I dont want to hurt anyone. sorry xxxxx |
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Nov 20, 2007, 07:33 AM
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does that sound conceited? not meant that way, I am just so confused who I am, what's right and wrong, everything....cant get my head round anything at all, I question everything I do and say.....Jin
      
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Nov 20, 2007, 07:41 AM
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Hi Jinny,
You're missing your friend, that's all. You don't sound conceited at all. Don't give that another thought. And, I think we can all understand that we feel closer to some people here. You and Cajun are obviously close and you miss him. I understand. Take care honey, Okie
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Nov 20, 2007, 09:14 AM
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(((((((jinnyann)))))) you have enough to struggle with right now hun, don't add to it by second guessing yourself or feeling guilty when it isn't warranted. with some struggles we long for a particular friend. one we feel identifies with us on the same level. it's ok. feel better soon.
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Nov 20, 2007, 11:04 AM
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Nov 20, 2007, 11:09 AM
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You sound so much like me
It's good to see that you're able to and allowed to express yourself here 
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