Daily Check In Thread: Ups & Downs #26

Mar 13, 2019 at 01:42 AM

Having a rough time.

Turtle_Rider · Mar 13, 2019 at 08:08 AM

Too awful. I read that mental illness can damage your physical health. I guess it is true. I've been very tired lately, physically and mentally. Sleep does not help. I have trouble handling my personal tasks and workplace. And as the matter worse, I might be involved in some legal stuff. I am very tired.

will19 · Mar 13, 2019 at 11:03 PM

It seemed like it was not a good day emotionally. It was very slow at work today. The dermatologist told me that I had Basel cell skin cancer, so I scheduled having it taken care of next month. No big deal, but it's a nuisance.

My friend had eye surgery yesterday. He wasn't able to talk to me last night. Probably won't talk again tonight.

Mar 14, 2019 at 10:43 AM

Feeling sad. I miss my bf. He has disappeared like he does from time to time.... but this time it's been over a month. I feel very restless and anxious.... restless maybe bc of my psych meds. Looks like all my psych meds are causing akathasia like restless. It's a tough life. I am trying to take one day at a time and trying to make it through the day. What do I look forward to? Being united with my bf soon... I do love him very very much.

PsychNitrous · Mar 14, 2019 at 12:18 PM

Today isn't going well. I'm mostly discouraged by my anxiety. It's been over a month since I told my therapist I was going to start going to NA, and I still haven't gone. I'm so anxious about it I get paralyzed.

Deilla · Mar 14, 2019 at 12:46 PM

Having a difficult time. Moving really slow this morning. Feeling irritated by everything. Will try to relax this afternoon.

Rose76 · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:08 PM

I can't sustain what I'm doing. I feel defeated.

Mar 14, 2019 at 04:32 PM

on sunday I ate some out of date chicken so ended up with a really bad stomach ache (and other side affects too) for days

well, I say days, I think it was about wednesday afternoon when I started feeling better

and of course I can't sleep, so recovery was extra slow, because I didn't have the rest

that aside, honestly no idea what i'm doing or where i'm going in life, complete standstill

Mar 14, 2019 at 06:38 PM

One minute I'm okay, the next I'm really struggling.

Fuzzybear · Mar 14, 2019 at 06:40 PM

How can it be that an undeserving pos like me is still alive..

Fuzzybear · Mar 14, 2019 at 07:17 PM

Actually.. it isn’t me who is undeserving.

It’s people who play sick mind games.

(Not anyone here....)

T4bbyCat · Mar 14, 2019 at 07:38 PM

Came across another article about age discrimination in my industry... few things seem worse than being obsolete and useless, which in turn reminds me of how short and fleeting this life is.

Fuzzybear · Mar 14, 2019 at 08:06 PM

The world tells me.... horrible paws does not deserve hugs

Mar 14, 2019 at 08:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

How can it be that an undeserving pos like me is still alive..

(((((fuzzy)))))

will19 · Mar 14, 2019 at 10:59 PM

Fairly busy today at work and an OK kind of day. I felt like my mood had sunk when I got home. I got thinking about my life and where I'm going lately.

A couple of things. Spent some time looking on line for a new place to live. Yet, I still have to sell my place! So I'm wondering how that will work out. Second, is that I read an article (this is a health issue warning!) saying that those who have had multiple skin cancers (that's me!) would have a good chance of developing cancer in other areas.

I will have a week off from work after tomorrow. Looking forward to it but I plan to spend that time trying to get my living arrangement straightened out. I hope it works out that way!

Rose76 · Mar 14, 2019 at 11:44 PM

Busy day. I cooked a good dinner. So I'm tired now. To bed. As long as I stay busy, I don't feel depressed.

Deilla · Mar 15, 2019 at 04:56 AM

Had a good start to the day. Feeling optimistic. Will try to have a good attitude today and relax as much as I can.

Mar 15, 2019 at 07:36 AM

I showered and did laundry today, so at least everything is clean

even if it is still very painful and depressing that I've not got a clue where I am or what I'm doing with life

Rose76 · Mar 15, 2019 at 08:41 PM

I am unhappy about criticism I get from my bf. I am depressed.

Dinner will taste good. I'll feel better after I eat.

Mar 15, 2019 at 08:56 PM

Feeling restless the whole day...probably bc of my psych meds. I have stopped taking prozac and amisulpride(anti-psychotic) as I was getting severe side-effects from them and I m reducing the dosage of the remaining meds(lamictal, buspar and others)....hopefully everything will be fine. I feel sad and anxious and somewhat hopeless.....

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Anonymous43774 Guest Posts: n/a	Mar 13, 2019 at 01:42 AM #261 Having a rough time.

Turtle_Rider Legendary Member Since Sep 2015 Location: N/A Posts: 13,242 (SuperPoster!) 8 2,146 hugs given	Mar 13, 2019 at 08:08 AM #262 Too awful. I read that mental illness can damage your physical health. I guess it is true. I've been very tired lately, physically and mentally. Sleep does not help. I have trouble handling my personal tasks and workplace. And as the matter worse, I might be involved in some legal stuff. I am very tired.

will19 Grand Magnate Member Since Oct 2012 Posts: 3,658 11 1,164 hugs given	Mar 13, 2019 at 11:03 PM #263 It seemed like it was not a good day emotionally. It was very slow at work today. The dermatologist told me that I had Basel cell skin cancer, so I scheduled having it taken care of next month. No big deal, but it's a nuisance. My friend had eye surgery yesterday. He wasn't able to talk to me last night. Probably won't talk again tonight.

PsychNitrous Poohbah Member Since Feb 2016 Location: At Home Posts: 1,398 8 106 hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 12:18 PM #265 Today isn't going well. I'm mostly discouraged by my anxiety. It's been over a month since I told my therapist I was going to start going to NA, and I still haven't gone. I'm so anxious about it I get paralyzed.

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 12:46 PM #266 Having a difficult time. Moving really slow this morning. Feeling irritated by everything. Will try to relax this afternoon. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Rose76 Legendary Member Since Mar 2011 Location: USA Posts: 12,546 (SuperPoster!) 13 5,441 hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 03:08 PM #267 I can't sustain what I'm doing. I feel defeated.

Anonymous49426 Guest Posts: n/a	Mar 14, 2019 at 06:38 PM #269 One minute I'm okay, the next I'm really struggling.

Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,411 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.4k hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 06:40 PM #270 How can it be that an undeserving pos like me is still alive.. __________________

Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,411 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.4k hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 07:17 PM #271 Actually.. it isn’t me who is undeserving. It’s people who play sick mind games. (Not anyone here....) __________________

T4bbyCat Member Member Since Oct 2018 Location: US Posts: 232 5 4,105 hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 07:38 PM #272 Came across another article about age discrimination in my industry... few things seem worse than being obsolete and useless, which in turn reminds me of how short and fleeting this life is.

Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,411 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.4k hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 08:06 PM #273 The world tells me.... horrible paws does not deserve hugs __________________

Rose76 Legendary Member Since Mar 2011 Location: USA Posts: 12,546 (SuperPoster!) 13 5,441 hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 11:44 PM #276 Busy day. I cooked a good dinner. So I'm tired now. To bed. As long as I stay busy, I don't feel depressed.

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Mar 15, 2019 at 04:56 AM #277 Had a good start to the day. Feeling optimistic. Will try to have a good attitude today and relax as much as I can. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Mar 15, 2019 at 07:36 AM #278 I showered and did laundry today, so at least everything is clean even if it is still very painful and depressing that I've not got a clue where I am or what I'm doing with life

Rose76 Legendary Member Since Mar 2011 Location: USA Posts: 12,546 (SuperPoster!) 13 5,441 hugs given	Mar 15, 2019 at 08:41 PM #279 I am unhappy about criticism I get from my bf. I am depressed. Dinner will taste good. I'll feel better after I eat.

Anonymous44144 Guest Posts: n/a	Mar 15, 2019 at 08:56 PM #280 Feeling restless the whole day...probably bc of my psych meds. I have stopped taking prozac and amisulpride(anti-psychotic) as I was getting severe side-effects from them and I m reducing the dosage of the remaining meds(lamictal, buspar and others)....hopefully everything will be fine. I feel sad and anxious and somewhat hopeless.....