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#926
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It was insanity
![]() Paying hundreds of pounds to a private therapist.. only to be told i'm too ........ so 'should' be muzzled ![]() i'd already heard that message many times ![]() including before any conscious memories ![]() ![]()
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#927
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We're told
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#928
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(((((((
![]() It was a long time ago when I first "asked for help". I remember it was said or strongly implied that seeking help would not hurt me, and the help offered would most probably resolve whatever afflicted me. I want to think seeking help hurts few and greatly helps many. My experience, however, has been a much less severe form of Fuzzybear's. ![]() ![]() ![]()
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#929
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with profound apologies for the negativity ![]()
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#930
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I have also faced being told many times that I was born defective and that I have not recovered from my defectiveness, which is all my own fault for not trying hard enough.
![]() I really must be ![]() My snake has ideas to solve the problem but I resist them ![]() ![]() Unfortunately my snake bites my goat who cries out the thoughts of my snake and this causes others to reject me further. Emoting is bad news, so I must buy a stronger muzzle for my goat. ![]() I try to live a quiet life, it is not working out well due to being forced to come into contact with people IRL. ![]() I wish I could stay in my hole at the back of the cave and ![]() Sending hugs and respect to all ![]() |
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#931
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There's a Mindfulness for Beginners book by Jon Kabat Zinn. Let's see if I can read that... maybe I can try 15minutes at a time? I have ordered the book from Amazon India. |
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desiree please let me know what that book is like....
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#935
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hugs and love to all on the bus
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#937
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Love and respect to all who are true and as is
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#938
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shudder 'the hospital'
![]() this road iis bumpy and its very tiring ![]() love and respect to all ![]()
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#939
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Being true and as is..
makes it impossible to 'please' everyone.. not that I would want to ![]() having been forced into submission and erasure of self in cubhood ![]()
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I agree @Fuzzybear, it really is impossible to please everyone. Even just one would be nice for me. It's a tough world to be in, but I wish you peace. And to everyone on the as is bus!
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#941
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![]() I agree the world is tough, I was not designed for it. Either that or people IRL lack the understanding to be able to be inclusive to all. ![]() They make adjustments to their thinking for someone unable to walk but our brains are not allowed to be faulty. Instead we are responsible for our motherboard malfunctioning. ![]() I am sending peace and harmony to you and all on the AS IS bus ![]() |
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#942
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life sucks and most people IRL are not nice...
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A very good morning to you little turtle.
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#944
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i continue to blame everyone and everything.... how about my little problems...how am i causing my depression... |
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#945
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![]() I can hear there is a lack of support for you IRL. ![]() The bus is different, here we understand. Little problems trigger large, difficult and troubling emotions ![]() Our motherboard has been programmed incorrectly... ![]() No blame or shame here... Hugs to you and all who are in need on the AS IS bus ![]() |
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#946
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We can drink deeply of healing waters here on the bus..
No blame or shame.. (Unlike so often irl ![]() Hugs and respect to all ![]()
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#947
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what helps me the most...
not to attack others or me...... i hate violence |
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#948
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#949
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#950
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I should remember this...at times I get carried away.
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