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Old Aug 19, 2021, 05:07 AM
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Got out of bed around 11:15am to feed my cats. Cleaned a couple of litter boxes. That's it. Not brushed my teeth or made the bed ....laying down in bed again. Very depressed and getting panic attacks. Very little motivation to do anything. I am tired of being sick every day. I hope this ordeal ends soon.
Well I forced myself to get up and brush my teeth. I had lunch. Now I will have to push myself to make the bed, clean a third litter box and sweep my room. I will need to wash my hair and take bath as well. Feeling a bit overwhelmed.
A little less depressed than in the morning. At least that is something.
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Old Aug 19, 2021, 07:15 AM
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I'm feeling sad this morning.
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Old Aug 19, 2021, 09:02 AM
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I'm feeling sad this morning.
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Old Aug 19, 2021, 01:25 PM
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I hope this ordeal ends soon.
We all hope Mimi!
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Old Aug 19, 2021, 06:01 PM
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I'm very depressed tonight. I took a nap today and now I'm wide awake. I guess I could take my meds. They will make me sleepy. I just feel lonely and bored. I feel like I have no excitement in my life. I have nothing to look forward to.
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Old Aug 20, 2021, 02:16 AM
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We all hope Mimi!
Thank you so much.
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Old Aug 20, 2021, 03:18 AM
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I'm not feeling well emotionally this morning. I don't think I got enough sleep and I'm worried about my appointment today. I'm not in the mood to do it. It's going to be painful. I'm very stressed out.
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Old Aug 21, 2021, 11:58 AM
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Today the drowsiness and pain have been a little less and the energy level a bit more. But I'm very depressed and anxious with very little motivation and getting panic attacks from time to time. I feel very anxious about the future. It is almost 10:30pm here and I have yet so much left to do. Feeling somewhat overwhelmed.
The panic attacks are quite disabling.
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Old Aug 21, 2021, 04:32 PM
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I'm very sad and lonely tonight. I wish I had someone to talk to. My mom never listens. She always dominates the conversation. I don't know what I will do with myself. I guess just go to bed.
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Old Aug 22, 2021, 09:14 AM
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Feeling very depressed and anxious about the future. Also very tired.
I need to change my sleep schedule. I want to go to bed b/w 12 midnight and 12:30am and get out of bed by 9:30 am the next morn. I can nap in the afternoon if I feel too drowsy. Currently I stay up till about 2am to finish as many housekeeping chores I can manage and get out of bed b/w 11 am and 11:30 am the next morn. I feed the cats and go back to bed...I can't stay up bc of the persistent drowsiness and tiredness.
Struggling to hang in there. 😢
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Old Aug 22, 2021, 01:06 PM
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Today I don't feel much better. I'm angry at myself for using food to cope. Now I am uncomfortable. It's not that bad and it was healthy stuff. But I am trying to lose weight.
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Old Aug 22, 2021, 02:42 PM
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My deppression is feeling less than it was earlier. I wish you all a good Sunday, &/or whatever day it is where you are.
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Old Aug 22, 2021, 03:38 PM
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I'm angry at their limited vocabulary and their weaponising of words (not anyone here)

I was in too much physical pain to be on the computer much at all for a while... right now it is better.
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Old Aug 23, 2021, 02:23 AM
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Not feeling well since morning. In a lot of pain and terribly drowsy and tired and very very depressed. Feel like I'll burst into tears any moment.
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Old Aug 23, 2021, 04:54 AM
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At this moment I'm feeling ok. Just really tired due to lack of sleep.
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Old Aug 23, 2021, 06:03 AM
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Feeling very depressed and anxious about the future. Also very tired.
I need to change my sleep schedule. I want to go to bed b/w 12 midnight and 12:30am and get out of bed by 9:30 am the next morn. I can nap in the afternoon if I feel too drowsy. Currently I stay up till about 2am to finish as many housekeeping chores I can manage and get out of bed b/w 11 am and 11:30 am the next morn. I feed the cats and go back to bed...I can't stay up bc of the persistent drowsiness and tiredness.
Struggling to hang in there. 😢
Try to go to bed at the same time each evening and get up at the same time in the morning. A regular sleep routine will be beneficial in the long run. If you get too tired during the day you can take a nap, but let not that nap destroy your ordinary bed routine.

Wish you all the best! : hug:
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Old Aug 23, 2021, 06:39 AM
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I'm so tired of having to force myself to cope every single minute because it never goes away.
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Old Aug 23, 2021, 02:32 PM
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Today is not a good day. I'm sad again. Stuff my therapist said upset me. And my mom was very negative when I called to talk with her. Today is not going well. I can't accomplish what I want to accomplish.
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Old Aug 23, 2021, 02:56 PM
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I am depressed right now. I have to keep using distraction to pull me away from my feelings, but as soon as the distraction ends I feel the pain again.
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Old Aug 24, 2021, 09:20 AM
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I have been very sick in the mornIng and afternoon, severely depressed, zero energy, terribly drowsy and stomach problem. It is about 5:30pm now, feeling a little better. Was in bed the whole time. Feeling suicidal at times, tho it is not as bad as when I was taking prozac. Now that Im feeling a bit better I will try to push myself to complete as many housekeeping chores I can, but I feel no motivation.
I feel very anxious about the future. Sigh....
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Old Aug 31, 2021, 05:18 PM
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I'm really depressed today. I feel like a nobody. I have no purpose in life. I have tried different things and they have all failed. I'll quit trying. I can take a hint.
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Old Sep 04, 2021, 11:56 AM
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It just hurts so badly that here I hunted all over for mother's bottle of pills and I couldn't help her find them. I mean I went behind furniture and everything and I even looked in several other areas too. Because of it, I was so upset and she booted me out of the room. I just don't care anymore. I would love to see her pray to God and grovel for them because that's what she would have to do if not even God can help her. I really hate those pills. I really do because I feel it's rather hopeless. I just hate life. Life will do anything to spoil your good mood. I might as well forget about them since I probably won't find them for at least several days. I'm sure I won't. Nothing can cure the unhappiness I'm feeling but forgetting and distracting myself. I can't remedy anything except if I have a problem. I don't know why I bother trying at all. I mean I can try and try and get nowhere. I'm starting to not care. It's no use if you can't help anything. I'm too helpless to help her.
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Old Sep 04, 2021, 11:56 AM
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I wonder if anyone else would have a crummy labor day weekend.
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Old Sep 05, 2021, 12:03 AM
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I wonder if anyone else would have a crummy labor day weekend.
I know it's really hard sometimes. Let's do whatever we can to protect ourselves.
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Old Sep 05, 2021, 07:12 AM
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Hi everyone! I'm new and can really use some friends so please take care of me
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