[QUOTE=will19;7272684]This day is only halfway over now and it hasn't started off well. Last night my friend didn't call me like he always does. I was hesitant to call him because I thought that he'd be busy with something. That's usually the reason why he doesn't call. He called this morning and said that he didn't feel well last night. He didn't sound too good when I spoke him this morning. It sounds like it's possible it could be the flu or something like that. He said that he had some chills last night.

As for me this morning, there's some kind of mysterious light red-colored mark on my skin in the chest area that I discovered. I don't know what it is. It's not sore, not scabby, not painful, and no bump with it. I think I've had something like that before and it would go away. But it was upsetting to see. [QUOTE]

There's been some improvements this morning from yesterday. The red spot on my chest has gone away, so that's a relief. I called my friend this morning and he said that his cold has improved. He sounded better than yesterday. However, he said that his heart was beating rapidly for no reason this morning, he can't feel the carotid arteries beating, and is feeling wonky for a reason other than a cold. He's thinking he might go to either his doctor or ER.

[Buffy01]

[QUOTE=will19;7272944][QUOTE=will19;7272684]This day is only halfway over now and it hasn't started off well. Last night my friend didn't call me like he always does. I was hesitant to call him because I thought that he'd be busy with something. That's usually the reason why he doesn't call. He called this morning and said that he didn't feel well last night. He didn't sound too good when I spoke him this morning. It sounds like it's possible it could be the flu or something like that. He said that he had some chills last night.

As for me this morning, there's some kind of mysterious light red-colored mark on my skin in the chest area that I discovered. I don't know what it is. It's not sore, not scabby, not painful, and no bump with it. I think I've had something like that before and it would go away. But it was upsetting to see.

There's been some improvements this morning from yesterday. The red spot on my chest has gone away, so that's a relief. I called my friend this morning and he said that his cold has improved. He sounded better than yesterday. However, he said that his heart was beating rapidly for no reason this morning, he can't feel the carotid arteries beating, and is feeling wonky for a reason other than a cold. He's thinking he might go to either his doctor or ER.

I’m glad that the red spot is gone and your friend is okay.

[MimiBhaduri0]

[QUOTE=Buffy01;7272994][QUOTE=will19;7272944]

Originally Posted by will19

This day is only halfway over now and it hasn't started off well. Last night my friend didn't call me like he always does. I was hesitant to call him because I thought that he'd be busy with something. That's usually the reason why he doesn't call. He called this morning and said that he didn't feel well last night. He didn't sound too good when I spoke him this morning. It sounds like it's possible it could be the flu or something like that. He said that he had some chills last night.

As for me this morning, there's some kind of mysterious light red-colored mark on my skin in the chest area that I discovered. I don't know what it is. It's not sore, not scabby, not painful, and no bump with it. I think I've had something like that before and it would go away. But it was upsetting to see.

I’m glad that the red spot is gone and your friend is okay.

Me too. Have a great day will19!

[Buffy01]

I been feeling really awful lately because of my depression.

Today has been a pretty good day. I did the laundry, but after that I did little projects that worked out better than I thought it would. I took a two-hour bike ride today and it's the first time I've done it in quite a while.

My friend called me last night and sounded very good. I think he's fully recovered. It seemed rather quick and like a miracle.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by will19

Today has been a pretty good day. I did the laundry, but after that I did little projects that worked out better than I thought it would. I took a two-hour bike ride today and it's the first time I've done it in quite a while.

My friend called me last night and sounded very good. I think he's fully recovered. It seemed rather quick and like a miracle.

Awesome. I’m glad that everything has worked out.

[Mountaindewed]

Lately I've been thinking of the line from the movie 13 Going On 30 "thirty, flirty, and thriving." I have no desire for the middle part but I do hope I am able to improve my life in my 30's or before. I actually said that line in the movie on repeat in my head right before I took an 11AM nap today.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

Lately I've been thinking of the line from the movie 13 Going On 30 "thirty, flirty, and thriving." I have no desire for the middle part but I do hope I am able to improve my life in my 30's or before. I actually said that line in the movie on repeat in my head right before I took an 11AM nap today.

I like that movie. I wanted to have the life of the party.

[Buffy01]

I have been feeling really emotional today even though it was a cloudy cold and rainy today. I kept myself busy rearranging the dining room.

Yesterday was a weird day for me. It seemed like a different kind of day than usual. My friend is OK but it seems like he and I are arguing a lot. This morning I did the cleaning. I felt like my speed in doing it increased a bit because I finished sooner than I thought I would. Nothing much after the cleaning.

[Breaking Dawn]

Very sad. Fulfilled some small goals. Very difficult lately, but keep trying.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

Very sad. Fulfilled some small goals. Very difficult lately, but keep trying.

It good to achieve some goals.

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Buffy01

It good to achieve some goals.

Yes something is better than nothing. Hope you feel better soon Breaking Dawn. Hugs and much love to you.

Not much of a day today. This morning I did little odds and ends work. It was kind of nice doing it and I had some music playing, but unfortunately it was noisy outside of my place for two hours, so that ruined it for me. Nothing much else for the rest of the day.

[Buffy01]

I been feeling really down lately.

[3rd rock]

I've been meaning to put air in my truck's tires, as a couple of them are under-inflated, but I keep putting it off. I was going to do it this weekend, but every day I told myself I'd do it tomorrow. But now it's Sunday night. I guess I'll do it this week before work one day.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by 3rd rock

I've been meaning to put air in my truck's tires, as a couple of them are under-inflated, but I keep putting it off. I was going to do it this weekend, but every day I told myself I'd do it tomorrow. But now it's Sunday night. I guess I'll do it this week before work one day.

I put things off, too, feeling so overwhelmed, & then feeling so mad at myself, which feeds the depression. Things look so easy on the surface, but internally, for some reason, it feels like an impossible, way too heavy task. Good luck with your tires, 3rd rock!

[Buffy01]

I been trying to keep myself busy as a distraction to my hurt feelings and depression.

[Rose76]

I was down all day - no interest in doing anything constructive . . . still in my pajamas. Not really sad. Just sick of making an effort.

My bleeding ulcer was under good control, and I had fully recovered from severe anemia. I was so glad to be in good shape, anticipating the holiday season. Then I started throwing up blood last week and went to the ER . . . for the 5th time since May. The stomach ulcer had opened up. I'm now anemic again.

I have to go for endoscopy . . . again. I'm so disappointed.

I do realize this is not like having cancer, or heart disease, or a stroke. People go through way worse health issues than I'm having. But I'm just sick of it . . . partly because I am alone and have to hire someone to drive me to get this procedure.

[Big Caterpillar]

Felt pretty down this morning...harder than normal to get out of bed...was late for work but didn't care, improved over the rest of the day though and am now feeling a bit better.

[Buffy01]

I been feeling really awful lately.

Not much of a day yesterday. Last night my friend didn't call at the usual time so I got disgusted and went to bed. But then he called when I had already been in bed. He said he fell asleep and forgot. That happens with him a lot. At least it was nice that he called. He's all that I have as a local friend and he's not a good quality one.

The one thing that's been upsetting me is there's been news articles saying that someone like me is going to get stimulus payments coming. I've been hearing it for months and, in all that time, not one cent has come my way. Is this a problem with anyone else on here? It's cruel to build up false hopes for people who need that money, like I do.

[Buffy01]

I wish that I knew how to feel better.

[xIxAmxSadx]

Had the old familiar feeling last night that I didn't want to go to sleep because there was nothing to get up for, even though I know that's not true.

[Breaking Dawn]

The sleep problem & tiredness makes sad feelings harder to lift. And feeling so disappointed in myself for not fulfilling my goals.