I have such a lonliness. A huge big ache inside. I don't even want to meet people b/c I feel relationships are so fake. I have no idea what is wrong with me. I just ache and ache and feel so alone.

[Taonuviel]

(((esthersvirtue))) Well, you're not alone in that. Wish I knew what would help.

[Wants2Fly]

Me,too. I met a nice group of people after a spiritual discussion, Thursday. Everyone was so nice and warm, and I developed a huge headache, and all I wanted to do was get back to the safety of my home, where I feel lonely and scared. Like Taonuviel, I wish I new what would help.

[Myzen]

I'm a survivor. I have had to learn to accept myself and realise that I will never get a new set of parents. The emptiness comes from emotional isolation in infancy and no one can fill that up for me.

People can be good and kind but they have their own lives. The only person who can fill the emptiness is me. It is quite a challenge, and it's achievable.

I don't know if this helps, but I truly believe that you can deal with your own loneliness if you can accept yourself, if you can give yourself the approval.

The last thing my father said to me before he died was, "It seems to me that you have made yourself the victim."

I have had to climb out from under that amount of hate, and I don't blame myself any more. It wasn't my fault.

Good luck to you all.

[SweetCrusader]

I echo what Myzen had to say.

(((((Myzen))))) and ((((((ethersvirtue)))) if you want them.

I'm sorry you are so lonely. I can relate.

Angela

Thank you all for your words. Today I had a big long cry, but it was good. I vented to God. I've had allot of disappointments and somewhere under the radar I started feeling like I was alone again because God want taking care of me (and all the issues of my life). I didnt know that i was thinking those things but all of a sudden the depression was on me and I didnt feel close to anyone even God. Its funny how much I depend on him that I start spiraling when I feel like Im disconnected from him or that he doesnt care. So I take away this thought that -- we all have a need to be cared for no matter how old or how young, but luckily ther is someone to care for us all.