Pain

You know when you don't think things can any worse....but sure enough....................................

Sometimes you just feel, enough already. Every test, every mri, every......nothing shows up (other than things already known about) and the pain goes on. I take 3 different muscle relaxants and 2 pain pills and that doesn't include my psych meds. And all these pain patches all over body. Big surprise -- nothing works!

The depression has taken a turn for the worse. I'm stuck sitting here. I don't do anything (and I know that's wrong), I sit, I don't see, I don't hear, I don't feel.

Guess I should chalk it up to old age. The Drs. do.

Angel of Darkness
I know you are there
Out of view perhaps,
but always watching
For when it’s time to go

Another night of torture
The hurting so intense
I wake to screams of pain
Glad no one can hear
I hope my time comes soon

Be patient say the doctors
We’re here to see you through
Strong pain meds are given
Steroids and muscle relaxants too
But still the screams get through

Through all the tests and scans
There is not a single clue
But since you’re never far away
This you already knew

Angel of Darkness
I know you are there
You’ve seen the contorted body
Heard the piercing screams of pain
What am I suppose to do

Angel of Darkness
Listen to my prayer
Get me out of here
Take me to a better place
Where there is no pain to fear.

(((((((((((((((((((((Kebby))))))))))))))))))))))))))

where would we be without our Kebs huh? I hate to hear you talk like this, i so hate it, but i want to just take all your pain away Kebby ...... i dont want you to hurt...... i want to put my arms around you and give you a big cuddle .....

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr it's so frustrating having to explain all this cos you're so far away ....

basically, i'm trying to say i love you, i care and so do so many others here ...... Don't ever give up, you are so brilliant, the best frog ever ......

hugs galore .... and care .... and more hugs ..... Jinny xxxxxx

((((( )))))

I wish I could do or say something to make you feel better. You matter so much and you're such a great, amazing friend. Your yells are heard here and we're all listening. Advice isn't my forté but I truly do care. Know that, and that many many people care here - you're a huge part of this community and you always will be.

So here's a frog joke!

Why are frogs so happy?
They eat whatever bugs them!

((((( Jinny ))))) thanks for caring

(((( Griffe ))))) liked the joke

(((((((((((((( kebs )))))))))))))))
not really here any more but I'm here for you, always. I wish I could take your pain away

(((((((((((kebs)))))))))))

you give such great support to others,
i know that while depressed if we have pain it can be feeling ten times worse and ongoing pain can add to the depression its a vicious cycle

((((((((((((((( froggy )))))))))))))))

((((((((((kebs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
please know we all care
I am sorry you are hurting
your important here
muffy

(((Kebsfroggy))))) thank you for so many kindnesses Kebs, its sad you are suffering so much... i will pray and hope for a better time for you soon...

Poor froggy