maybe i should stop posting....

tommorow is new years but theres nothing different with me its just another day that i should get through...iam tired...
if iam share and telling people about my pain thats mean iam sending emotional blackmail?
i dont want people think that ways..maybe i need to stop posting here coz i dont want people here start think that way too...
i never want to sending emotional blackmail or just to got attention when i tell about my pain i just want people really know me...but if after know about my pain they want to leave me its okay...i cant forced peple to stay if they dont want to stay...
i just so sad and sick of this emptyness...its really hard...iam sorry everyone

I am sorry you feel guilty for posting on these forums when you are hurt. I don't feel like I HAVE to respond to your posts, I WANT to. I know what it is like to feel sad and lonely. I wouldn't want that for anyone, but if you are sad and lonely then we want to be able to help in what ever way we can. That's what this place is for. So we can get and give help to each other. Thank you for posting. We are here for you.

((((puffy)))) like I said I'm not going to leave you. I'm here whenever you need to talk!

prue, i am glad we are friends. i never feel like i have to read or respond to your post. i want to because i was once in that deep darkness that you now experience on a daily basis. i know how real those sad feelings are. i know how lonely and discouraged one feels. i understand when hope is sometimes lost. i understand your pain because i felt it too.
i don't see your post as emotional blackmail at all. i see you as a caring person reaching out for help. i will be here for you as so many others will be too. never feel that you can't express how you are feeling. we care, prue....a lot...and daily hope that you will feel the sun on your shoulders and find peace in your heart.
as i told you before, a miracle occurred with me regarding my depression that i had experienced my entire life. with medication and help from a pdoc i finally knew that there was hope for me. my life is so much richer, my days for the most part are inspiring, and my heart full of gratitude. we want the same for you. it can occur. just believe that the struggle is the beginning of a journey to a new life. you are doing the things that will help you. keep posting and always know we truly care regardless of how you are feeling on any given day.

puffy please keep posting and sharing and whatever you need to do. OK? I dont know you but i want to and I am willing to hear whatever you have to say.

I'd never leave you hunny. You know that.
You are a good friend to me, you're there for me when I need support, or even just to talk to and I'll do the same for you at the drop of a hat. Please don't stop posting. We care about you.

Molly

((((((((((((( puffyprue )))))))))))))))

Please don't feel like you need to stop posting, we are here to support each other and we are all here by choice, we want to get to know you.

((((((((((((((((( puffyprue ))))))))))))))))))
like the others I support you because I want to and because I care, please keep posting,
gentle hugs
fuzzy

(((((puffyprue)))))
One of the things about depression is that it can make you feel worthless and guilty for asking for and needing help. Remember it's just the depression talking and that you are 'worthy' of support, both here at PC and IRL.
I dont post very often, but i felt the need to post today to say that you should keep posting if it helps you. I know it's hard to think kind thoughts about yourself when you are in such a deep hole, but try to tell yourself things that you would tell a friend if they felt this way - "it's ok to ask for help if you need it" etc - rather than telling yourself you are 'weak' for needing help or 'wasting' ppl's time by posting.
Be kind to yourself, and keep posting

*Willow*

I don't think anybody should ever stop posting. I do understand that when you have several rejections from people, you tend to stop believing in yourself. But I'm so glad to have found this website, where I could see so many people who are sad and are looking for love. Initially, I thought no one other than me is sad in this world! So I was always afraid to open up to people and tell them my true feelings.
But a good way to look at it is perhaps that some people are already so burdened by their own problems that they are scared to associate with people with other problems. I don't know why, maybe they are ignorant and not as sensitive as we are. But instead of blaming them for that it's better if we start looking around for others with whom we can relate, whom we can open up to. Aren't you glad for this website? You can finally be yourself and hope to be loved for who you are and you don't have to ever put on an act and fight your feelings or repress your anger. Everybody is beautiful! Everyone deserves to be loved!

((((puffyprue))))
please come back and let us (your friends) know how you're going.
xo deli