[Monty_girl]

I haven't seen my T in a month or so now. He's been out of town for a conference and then called and left a message cancelling our last appointment adding another 2 weeks on the already long time without seeing him. Fearing now that somethings happened and he doesn't want to see me anymore, like I've done something wrong. I don't know why he cancelled the last appointment, he just said something came up and he had to cancell. I have so much going on right now with losing my job next month, my brother being very sick and on a feeding tube, and moving into a new house which has the insiders confused and upset about being in a different place. Very scared that at the next appointment T will say he's moving or something and won't be seeing me any longer or somethings really wrong with him. Feeling very abandon yet again by a T. I've had a number of T's that just quit seeing me. Just can't understand right now.

[ShadowsinTheDay]

I'm sorry about your guys problems.

ShadowsinTheDay

Abandonment is so hard for us too.

It really is.

I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. I don't have any answers for you on how to fix it but know you aren't alone!

[Perna]

Can you call your T back and tell him you're in a bad place and would at least like to "touch base" with him by phone if nothing else? That might at least reassure you a little and make you feel a bit more pro-active for yourselves.

[wanttoheal]

((((((((((((((Monty))))))))))
How hard that must be to not have access to T for so long. I struggle so much with finding people safe and it would be so hard for my brain to keep a connection to the knowledge that T was a safe person without that contact.

Is there any way you can call him and have a conversation briefly before your next session? I'm so sorry you feel abandoned. I hope with your next visit, everything will be straightened out and you can feel safe again.

[Evangelista]

((((Monty)))



Sorry how much you are hurting..hope that T talks with you soon..

((((monty))))

[bipolar_bear]

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[Monty_girl]

Thank you all for the hugs. I see T tomorrow. Very nervous.

[January]

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Hugs,

Jan

[Monty_girl]

T went well last night. He said that his daughter graduated from college and he's been out of state with her. He said that he had forgotten to write it down in his work calender and forgot to tell me about. He said he's be out of town again next week for his nephews wedding.