nothing to really say about yesterday evening... same old bad night

read a bit of my book which was nice but was very stressed

I have a bit of an annoying cough, which I thought would make it difficult to eat- but actually, it hasn't, and surprisingly I am eating fine.

I'm not bothered, anyway- compared to everyone else around me, seems like I got off lightly with the whole winter cold thing

[Fuzzybear]

Grrrrrr

cronic pain really acting up- it's horrible. the worst it's been in some time.

plus I believe I'm where I was a few weeks ago dealing with a new insider

doesn't surprise me though, I'm struggling so much.

*sighs*

and with all that said I wasn't even around for the morning so I don't know what happened.

it's a bad day

[Fuzzybear]

Grrrrrrrrrr

I don’t know what happened last night. :/

Trepidation, angst, worry has caused some insiders to fear the future starting Thursday. They’re afraid that they can’t be themselves without being judged. We hate being judged even though we have spent a lifetime dealing with it inside and out.

The littles hate flying, we’re so drained when we land.

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Trepidation, angst, worry has caused some insiders to fear the future starting Thursday. They’re afraid that they can’t be themselves without being judged. We hate being judged even though we have spent a lifetime dealing with it inside and out.

The littles hate flying, we’re so drained when we land.

judgement is horrible.

worst feeling in the world...

mainly a wasted day.

like always

blah

warm day today.

decided to play lots of music.

the catchy songs mainly.. like the one hit wonders

in a musical sort of mood.

Our last day of freedom. Parts of us don’t like the future, but it is what it is....we are who we are. It’s our time, not hers.

[dlantern]

We need another helper, another therapy transition, pray for the us the battle is tough

sitting on my computer chair watching toy story 2

what an exciting for filling day.. not.

also in quite a bit of physical pain

back/ legs locked on me this morning and it still hurts from that

We did a thousand mile round trip by plane and truck yesterday, getting home at 2 a.m.

We’re very tired...and have stuff to unload. Our system is reeling from the changes....the mother, another dog, our kid....everyone in our system upset, freaking, or like whatever.

We just got to let this happen. It’ll be ok.

I was stressed for a lot of yesterday morning, things just weren't going to plan- I had issues with some of the things in my rooteen, had a run in with my phone, almost collapsed because I hadn't eaten and didn't really do much self- care (apart from shower)

in the evening someone braught me round a KFC, and then I watched a programme on trains (choo-choo)

it wasn't bad, I guess. it was all about how they keep the platforms and stuff going during rush hour

rest of the night was quite bad though, flashbacks and stuff (and terrible back pain)

Mothers here and it’s different...not in a bad way, just different.

downloaded some music yesterday- some songs I'd wanted for a while so that was good.

I also started a new book.

was meant to watch a comedy show on tv, but didn't in the end

dry day today...

Kid made us mad...so upset awake a few hours early this morning, everyone griping, tried to get them to settle to go back to sleep.

Worried about mother’s dog, gave it a heart worm meds for gut worms without thinking (an other did trying to be helpful) hope it doesn’t die

pretty sure I lost time this afternoon.

that's what it feels like

[Fuzzybear]

I wish I knew how to “grow” longer fangs gggrrrrrrrr

[Fuzzybear]

I grew a plant inside, it’s all lanky and a bit wilted

Her strong, vigorous “friend” is now next to her on the window sill

Don’t know. Just woke up and met Clara, I hope that’s her name. Told her I was Sidney. We gotta go to work now, I feel the others pushing me away. Bye

depressed, depressed, and depressed.

did so little with my day today it is unreal

[Gr3tta_0]

Thank heaven someone's been working.
But it does make me feel FEAR. What if it's all gone sideways????