[Gr3tta_0]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I grew a plant inside, it’s all lanky and a bit wilted

Her strong, vigorous “friend” is now next to her on the window sill

Is her friend a "she?" (do not want to offend) Is plant perhaps a ficus, or ficus vine? They flourish with little care, and even when deprived of sun. Quite inspiring

[childofchaos831]

I don't want to go to group therapy in several hours because yesterday, I came out about having DID. Now I feel like everyone thinks I'm too crazy or too weird or is gonna be talking about me... it's 4am and I haven't slept yet... but I don't want to worry the leader either, cuz I had mentioned su stuff too so if I don't show she'll call and it'll be this whole big thing. And I think I'm seeing the pdoc today, or supposed to or something... I need to go but I don't want to go cuz I feel like I shouldn't have said it and now I can't take it back...

I just wish today would just hurry up and end.

tomorrow I am getting some ballet shoes, and I honestly can't wait. someone is letting me have her old pair- I really don't know why this is so thrilling to me, because their's a chance (rather a big chance), that they won't fit.

still, the idea of owning some is so cool and all of us inside are looking forward to having them.

as for today... pretty much the same. no sleep yesterday and feeling bleh today.

I have some doctor pepper to drink today so that is yum haha

Tw.......

Pet....

[trigger]

She’s gone.

[trigger/]

[Amyjay]

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Tw.......

Pet....

[trigger]

She’s gone.

[trigger/]

Cleo???

Originally Posted by Amyjay

Cleo???

is she a kitty or a doggy or something

safe hugs if you need them.. I am sorry for your loss

Yes, Cleo our Little’s dog is gone. Her tumor has burst on her leg that the vet paid no mind to. Tumors sprouted up all over her plus she was blind. Instead of letting her suffer and lose one leg, she was put down. Of course it tore the Littles up, but I Susie has come out to comfort these little ones till we can go to work and forget.

Thank you all for your hugs and concerns, the loss is immense, but we must keep on moving forward.

Feeling trancy and been dealing with waves of dr with varying intensities. Making it a day at work, though.

There’s no reason to immediately run home after work anymore.

[Amyjay]

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Yes, Cleo our Little’s dog is gone. Her tumor has burst on her leg that the vet paid no mind to. Tumors sprouted up all over her plus she was blind. Instead of letting her suffer and lose one leg, she was put down. Of course it tore the Littles up, but I Susie has come out to comfort these little ones till we can go to work and forget.

Thank you all for your hugs and concerns, the loss is immense, but we must keep on moving forward.

Oh no.... I am so very sorry. Having to make the decision to put a loved one down is so very awful. I know how much you loved Cleo. You will all miss her so much! Take good care of those littles, you and Susie, and take good care of yourselves too.

Exhausted and emotionally drained. The system is in a state of sadness which is making me sad like a burden on my back. About to be beer:30.

I am having a good day mood wise and as far as I know no time lost

[Gr3tta_0]

Oh!
My wife watched music videos with *namewitheld* last night. I had no idea what she was talking about, but apparently it was a happy time. And it made me want to listen to music all day. So i had one ear bud all day at work. Lucky i can do that!

[Amyjay]

I haven't been able to drag myself out of bed to go to work this week. They want a medical certificate for my absence. Does it matter???

Originally Posted by Amyjay

I haven't been able to drag myself out of bed to go to work this week. They want a medical certificate for my absence. Does it matter???

Yes it does. It pays the bills.

Showed up at an ER, paid $250.00 for a piece of paper. The doctors looked at me weird and gave me a clear.

Even though it was half my paycheck, I still got to work.

Feeling better today. Memories and attachments are fading away soon to be forgotten as if it never existed. Damn this condition.

I'm going to have to say it,

it's the end of another less than perfect week.

feeling okay but it's certainly not enough.

not after you realise how little you've done with yourself

another stressfull night.... another day of nothing

that is all

So tired. We get to work today.

Mother informed me that I was a preemie and stayed in the hospital for a month before being released, then raised by an abusive father. This could be why I was doomed to fail. C’est la vie.

[Fuzzybear]

I was informed I was a forceps baby... and was “distressed” .. and other stuff, maybe it might “explain” some things raised by PUS

don't remember the afternoon.

think I blacked out..

dinner wasn't too good, wasted my time with that I think

sleepless night.

doing okay today so far, surprised at how fast the morning is going

nothing exciting happening though with all that said, I'm just feeling okay

Slept so hard that back hurts.

Drinking coffee, soon we get ready for work. The guys are getting anxious and so much to do.

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Slept so hard that back hurts.

Drinking coffee, soon we get ready for work. The guys are getting anxious and so much to do.

didn't sleep at all.... (again)

want to send me some of that sleep?