i'm panicking

I'm sorry i'm not being very supportive right now ... i'm very nervous and edgy right now ... things are triggering me so ad dont know why, please understand ..... i am anxious as this ovary pain is coming and going again and i dont want to go back in hospital i know it's growing again i can feel it .... sorry, my step brother keeps calling and telling me bout his kids who are being abused (not sexually)but it is upsetting me and i keep avoiding the calls now ..... i will keep posting in here cos not many read here ,,, just my friends ..... sorry i am high maintenance aren't i, dont mean to be ,,, just sad ty for lisening,

me

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( jinny )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I'm sorry about your pain!

Definitely avoid the calls from your step-brother if they are triggering to you. That's good self-care.

(((((((((((((((((((((((( jinny )))))))))))))))))))))))))) I'm low on words right now, but I do hope you feel better, and I am out here supporting you.

(((((((((((((((earthmama)))))))))))))))

my hubby is helping my bro, my bro knows this is triggering for me ..... but he also knows i am here, just struggling right now

Jinny (((((((((((((((earthmama))))))))))))))huggies and love ty

im here for you.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((jinny)))))))))))))))))))))) just wanted you to know I am thining of you.

BB

Hugs to You, Jinnyann,

I'm sorry you feel so edgy and panicky right now. I do care and I sometimes feel that way also.

I will offer some bits of advice and you can use or ignore them, ok?

I feel better when edgy if I remind myself to just take this one day to get through at a time and remind myself not to take on the whole world or life all at once.

If the stepbrother keeps calling just to say the same things each time, there's no reason to listen over and over - it doesn't help the kids and it messes up your life somewhat. Just leave him to your hubby, who is helping him already.

Try to stop beating up on yourself for having needs, we are all "high-maintenance" some days. IT WON'T BE THIS WAY FOREVER!

Take any of this advice if you want to or Ignore it if it doesn't seem to help. I care and wrote what I want to be reminded of when I am feeling upset and anxious over life. This is a word-hug from me to you. Please be nice to yourself. Maybe do something that makes you feel better....whatever that may be! =)

Leslie and Mariah