today wasn't too bad, though wasn't that impressed with dinner. it was okay, but I expected it to bea little nicer... it wasn't.

[~*glass_owl*~]

My chewies from ark therapeutic arrived a couple weeks ago. Yesterday I went to the gym. Today I went out and bought filling foods. I had most of my boyfriend’s junk food that he bought for himself yesterday.

[Deilla]

I had almost a whole can of nuts in my sleep and I finished off the banana chips. I can't buy stuff like that. I sleep eat and don't know what I've done until it's too late.

I am ranting: on thursday in the shopping, I had a bottle of strawberry and banana smoothy. it was really nice, but only lasted 2 mugs and I can't get anymore now until next thursday. it was so small!. why do the good things just not last

weekend eating is not so good so far: yesterday mcdonalds, today bacon flavoured potato chips, pizza and garlic bread..

[Deilla]

I woke up and found myself eating deli meat. I think that happened because I didn't really eat dinner.

[mkb51]

I stopped drinking 4 months ago and havent stopped snacking since. not good for diabetics
or overweight

[Deilla]

I snacked all night on cheese.

I had paprika chicken yesterday. it was my first time and actually really nice.

I am still struggling to feel full though, and id in turn struggling with eating enough junkfood to fill up

I am super hungry, I didn't have much fruit today (not much fruit in the house)

eating lots of candy to fil up

[Deilla]

I was stress-eating last night.

[Deilla]

I've done well today.

not good so far this weekend.

on friday I had a lot of junk plus a mcdonalds, and yesterday I could barely eat my main meal because of all the junk I had.

[Deilla]

I did some stress eating last night.

I had a mcdonalds yesterday.

really enjoyed it- especially as I hadon't eaten much before that

[ReveuseTroublee]

Engaging in a disgusting ED behaviour right now... :/

[Deilla]

I've been doing well.

I am struggling with really massive bags of chips and eating them in 1 go

I don't seem to buy the little ones anymore

and I'm hungry... my roast duck wasn't great

[Mountaindewed]

I still claim I don’t have an eating disorder despite other peoples opinions. I do think their is some disordered eating and obsessive behavior going on but I’m working them. I did up my calories so I can continue to lose but so I’m not restricting. I’ve also been eating a lot of healthy foods. I still like Doritos and soda. But I’ve been eating those in moderation.

I finally realized Wednesday’s and Thursdays are tough days for me. I think it’s injection related. But with the upping in my calories I can eat more and still lose. I did good all this week.

[Deilla]

I've been stress eating tonight.

I am feeling stuffed.

I have only eaten 1 easter egg, but it was a big egg and a tasty egg.

and I'm still waiting for dinner too. having lamb

[Deilla]

I did a little stress eating, but it wasn't too bad.

[ReveuseTroublee]

I had a piece of cake and I don't know how many calories are in it but I am still under my self-set unhealthy low limit. I am scared and I hate myself.

[Deilla]

I did fairly well today.

[ReveuseTroublee]

I love feeling faint and weak. I am such a failure and I need to punish myself. I hate it to feel physically strong. I always get told how strong I am mentally, I mean interesting I don't feel like it. I am so bad at coping... Anyways I feel ****** physically but I mean I know why that is... It is all my fault All my fault I am struggling. It is my fault I have mental health issues. Nobody hurt me that bad, I am just a self-harmer so I need to harm myself all the time. This is just a subtle way...
I feel so dissociated too and I like it sometimes I have to admit. I hate my life because I can never live the way I want to. My anxiety got so bad it literally confines me at home. I try to break out but it is always hard - and even before my avoidance it was bad. I exposed myself everyday yet nothing helped. I feel condemned to live like this forever.