[Deilla]

I had a couple of bad days.

[Deilla]

I did some stress eating last night. Mainly I had soup and sandwiches. So not too bad.

had a bag of crisps today.

to be fair my dinner wasn't great yesterday. or then ight before. or then ight before that

yeah um... I think friday needs to hurry so I can get a mcdonalds

[Deilla]

I was stress eating again last night. Egg rolls.

[buttrfli42481]

Need to eat.

[Deilla]

I was binge eating again. I have a migraine from it this morning.

it has been a bad week (blah where have I heard that before?)

anyway: this week my main food just hason't been up to scratch. at all

so junk, junk, junk- and it's still not enough. if I didn't know better, I'd say my stomach is leaking, but I know it's just because my food sucks!. I've eaten better from a burger van. fact.

I enjoyed mcdonalds yesterday, and had no shame in eating it.... nothing fills me up these days. it's a concern

[buttrfli42481]

Why bother with eating?

[Deilla]

I did some binge-eating last night and early this morning. I had unhealthy food in the house. I know better than to buy it. It's gone now. I will try to do better.

Originally Posted by buttrfli42481

Why bother with eating?

with my cooking skills, I do sometimes wonder.. hate my food most of the time

settled for undercooked duck last night

not tasty, not nice, and so filled up on snacks.

tonight I really want takeout, but I won't because... well, I had it friday. I am going to have pizza though

[Deilla]

I did well last night. It was stale with wilting lettuce, but I had a salad last night. The shopper did a horrible job picking it out. I will quit buying these salads with rotten vegetables. I'll make my own salads.

[buttrfli42481]

Had a burger and fries for lunch and shepherd's pie for dinner. Now my stomach hurts.

[Deilla]

I did okay yesterday. Last night I had soup with my sandwich. I wanted soup to give me that full feeling.

I had a sausage roll for lunch, which I guess is better than candy.

I am having steak for dinner, but I'm not looking forward to it. food's just not been any good lately..

[buttrfli42481]

Had an ensure and ice cream. Not looking like I will eat more today.

steak wasn't at all good, nor was the pigs in blankets I had tonight

I am seriously longing for friday so I can have my mcdonalds. if I can fill up on 1 day of the week, (even it's on junk), it's something, I guess.

[buttrfli42481]

Feel like crap. Dizzy, nauseous and headache. Going to dr in a bit.

[Deilla]

I've mainly been eating frozen vegetables that I can throw in the microwave. I just don't have the energy to cook so I am hungry all the time.

[buttrfli42481]

Had chicken noodle soup and a brownie today. Dr ticked me off. Said to eat and my issues would go away. Wish it worked that way.

[eskielover]

Originally Posted by buttrfli42481

Had chicken noodle soup and a brownie today. Dr ticked me off. Said to eat and my issues would go away. Wish it worked that way.

Helps if you are aware of what is really causing those issues. Eating will never solve the underlying issues that are really causing our ED'S. I heard them get that in treatment for overeating & bulimia but somehow they never applied it to the anorexia I was dealing with.

[Deilla]

Today has gone well. I overate last night. I wanted that full feeling in my stomach. If I feel that way again today, I will have soup.

this afternoon I had a huge delivery of junkfood

its meant to last me through the bank holiday... so today and tomorrow

it won't: it will probably be all gone by tonight. but you know.. if I could cook properly..

[Deilla]

I did some stress eating last night. I'll just eat junk today. I don't feel like cooking.

[buttrfli42481]

It's 5pm and still haven't ate today. Nothing to cook no money to buy something.