[itsjustme111]

secrets in the blameless ear
better to be kept inside but
spreading out from far to near
harming, hurting, miserable while
hiding from the blinded eye
the truth beyond the sought perfection
falsely soaring, gliding, through the sky
truly falling, fading towards that place
from which no one returns

feeling control, though having none
embracing as truth the lies that say
work harder, faster, you've almost won
but in this game the prize isn't worth
the endless tears of pain and hate
so desolate; soon you'll realize
you're clinging to an empty fate
cause nothing is left besides your goal
and an inner, deep self-hatred

when finally perfection's gained
you turn to see what you've attained
and dizzy, fall onto the floor
where finally you hurt no more.

Justme

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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Justy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} These are only words. The real YOU is the person I care about, the person YOU want to be better. Hold my hand. Let's walk together.

I know you can beat this! Try to set one "meal" a day to hold and keep in. Start very small--five M&M's, one peanut butter cup, half a toast, something/anything of your choosing. Set a time of day to do this. Email me the details, each and every day. I WANT TO KNOW! Send me a PM, regular email, message email to my cell phone, or however, but I do care. If you would like, I will PM you my cell phone number and we can talk as well. I have national coverage in the US, so I can call easily with no extra charges. You can just email/message me to call. Let me know if you'd like take me up on my offer.

Love ya, sweetie,
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