Daily Comments #5- Just place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

How much do clippers cost? I've shaved my own head before using the half inch spacer. It is doable.

We're getting older the world's getting colder
For the life of me I don't know the reason why
Maybe it's livin' making us give in
Hearts rolling in taken back on the tide
We're balanced together ocean upon the sky

Dog and Butterfly by Heart

All day I have had moments of me either just staring off, being depressed and hurting all over, or being stuck disassociating right in front of my guardians. Fun times to be had by all...

My 14 yr old said some girls play boob basketball with random guys. I feel this is disgraceful. Boys toss coins into the cleavage.

Sad the girls think this is ok. Boys and their testosterone especially at that age.

I wish I'd stop worrying about the future.

A three day weekend, yay! And I have a killer headache right now. My head feels like it's about to explode...

I blocked my mum of Facebook, that she uses the network but she friend requested me about 4 months ago and sent my world into a tizzy

It looks like it is that time of year again to say "To heck with my cholesterol!" and weight scales will increase again but this month I don't care. I will whine about it in January In January, fitness clubs will have sales increases for all of those like me, who say to heck with my health in December.

That is one way I benefitted from having a small chest. I retained my dignity. I was not popular, but I retained my dignity.

Being bored is not fun.

A bit nervous to meet with my therapist next week. My boyfriend wants me to ask about my strong connection with good things I see. I don't want to get rid of them!

PS: Does anyone know how big signatures can be?

There are days that wither my soul.

My teeth are begging "clean me, clean me" while my taste buds are begging "another Chucks Ahoy Triple Chocolate cookie!"

I wish I didn't have so many issues with heights and claustrophobia and could soar in the sky off to one of the many places I wish I was brave enough to go to.

Guess I didn't cook enough food yesterday as the renter, now hear this, a 34 year old man, was whining, "I'm still hungry, do you have more food". I said you are welcome to cook more food. ANd he just looked at me. LOL... and continued to whine that he was still hungry and he didn't want to cook anything.

I only wrote this because I thought it was funny.. A grown man, whining that he is hungry and wanting me to cook for him. I cooked a "rice cooker" full of rice and a large amount of kabob. And that wasn't enough? I didn't even eat. lol Funny in an odd sort of way.

Nobody cooks or cleans after "ME"... Hey I'm hungry too.. I've been cleaning after myself since I was in grade school..... HELLO.... I want a maid too and somebody to cook for me... LOL

OK this is even more funny in an odd sort of way. The renter told me that his mother sends his dad to "his room" when she gets upset with him... I can visualize this .... LOL.... Mama sending papa to his room cuz he is being a bad boy... And papa goes to his room.. OMG

I had to come home from school and clean house and start supper when I was in kindergarden. That is a lot of whining for not much excuse. Are you expected to cook three meals along with the room?

I have some decisions to make today. Should I continue to participate in the church that I am frustrated with? If I am to stay then, even though I am living on SSDI, I need to make a contribution to the food bank. Basically, it's a decision on a canned item contribution to the food bank or a haircut next week. My head says "haircut" but, on the other hand, I am pretty lonely. I will be mulling this over all day and whatever decision I make, I will have second thoughts about. Time to get going.

You know, IowaFarmGal.. If these people that "rented" here had any manners, it would be different. And, "NO" I do not come with the rental deal. That is why I scratched my head and laughed as this grown man "in a whining voice" complained he was still hungry.

When I cook dinner folks can eat the "extras".. That isn't a problem.. But if what I have isn't enough, they are on their own to find ways to fill their tummy. Grown men whining is really funny....

He didn't upset me. He did make me laugh... Wish I had taken a video of him whining.... Would have been a hit on youtube... A grown man of 34 whining he was hungry...and wanted more food....and too lazy or not hungry enough to cook for himself..... lol

Oh darn....the day started lovely and now I have a soar throat. I hate this time of year.

I am trying to get untracked and I hope my antidepressant starts working.

Missing my girls and everyone I left behind and working everyday. Getting really down. Going to be a hard Christmas.

We on PC are here for you this holiday Maranara. Lot of love to share here. I now it is not the same but, at least it can plant a thought that you are never totally alone.

Ha! AJ got mad because all the glasses were dirty and upstairs. So he brings all the dirty glasses and dishes downstairs and I jump in, why did you bring the renter's dirty dishes downstairs. I said I'm not washing them.. AJ looked at me and said "THAT IS YOUR JOB".. I said "WHAT"! If it is my "JOB" where is my "MONEY" for doing my job. He gets mad and goes upstairs...

SOOOOOOOOOO I took all the plates out of the cabinets except for 3. We all have "1" plate and are responsible for that plate......... MY JOB... You barking up the wrong tree............

They keep it up and I will take all the spoons, forks and knives out of the kitchen, except for 3 of each.... AND each person can be responsible for their knives, spoons and forks............ Be damned if I be the dishwasher here.........This is dishwasher WAR!

Wish I had the social skills to "chit-chat" and socialize well. Always makes me uncomfortable; sure I'm doing something wrong, and a bit envious of those to do it well and make it seem so natural.