Daily Comments #5- Just place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

I don't think I give a flying **** anymore. About myself anyway.

Other people to care for, but not doing much in the way of helping them and they do have others.

Winding down

I wish people would invest a little smarts into what they say, what they write, what they do. Just take a little time and think about it.

Because it's so much harder doing the clean-up and apologizing for saying something thoughtless, later on.

That's all. AND, it would have made such a difference to my life, if people in general had only put a few minutes' thought and consideration into what they said, before they said it.

Oh, the things that can't ever be taken back.

Please let me see the positives that lay ahead. I feel fear and abandonment at the thought of one son moving to Texas this year and the other possibly moving in with a girlfriend. The result would be myself going from apartment to boarding in a room in another's home. I fear this year that lies before me. I feel very lonely and scared.

My ex just informed me she is going to the doctor, she is sick and needs to be seen.....AFTER she gives ME whatever she has. Ugh! Now I am sick too.

Only 358 shopping days left, until Christmas!

Marketing for Christmas already?!?

I forgot to put out the garbage, again I hear the truck come and go, a chill, overcast day with (good!) with a snow blanket. I will, because I wrote it here, get dressed and go to the corner store for cat food, (my two companions have checked the bowl, the one that complains most has, they now curl with me on the couch, purring...as if I am ok after all)---

I know I sound like a witch when it comes to dishes left in the sink...I cook the food. I clean up after I cook. I will even clean up when everyone eats at the same time... But if you come strolling several hours after breakfast or dinner and eat and toss dirty dishes in the sink, well that doesn't "agree" with me. Grrr... Kitchen is clean. Sink is empty.. All dishes washed.... PLEASE, don't expect me to clean up after you....

AND don't say you will clean your mess in an hour. I don't fall for that one anymore because you never come back to clean your mess...

Bottom line, I like a clean kitchen and I make extra efforts to keep it clean. I don't like dirty dishes sitting the sink. So stop screwing with me ... I'm not anyone's maid. Be considerate and clean up after yourself.. This is getting oh so old and I'm losing my temper and I can make you as miserable as you make me...... SO lets get along.. Do our share.. AND stop this pissy attitude that I am responsible for cleaning up after you...........Cause it isn't going to work.....

that is so true and i love Marilyn Monroe-she sure was beautiful and smart

My thoughts are that of guilt of what I have been up to recently I am still here and always will but why do I do these stupid things and make things harder. Why can't I just get better happier and not so stuck or horrible person in the way, maybe I am just one who doesn't learn.

An enormous rock perfectly balanced atop a smooth mound. Located deep inside the forests of Finland, the balancing rock is called Kummakivi:

The Earth is incredible, isn't it? .

Ooooooo it's your ****ing Nightmare!!!!

Fingers crossed....I could use a GOOD day, just one day that goes smoothly and according to plan and maybe even has a nice surprise for me, a good one for a change, please!

It's hateful when you spend much more time on PC than intended attempting to feel the love, the understanding, the company knowing that it's staring you in the face, but try as you might, it escapes you.

I hate it when I get a good night's sleep and I'm more tired in the morning and during the day than if I didn't get as much sleep. My body is just weird that way.

The ticking of the clocks is the only sound in this apartment right now.
I would listen to music, but nothing, I mean nothing, interests me at the moment.
I dont watch TV (nor do I own one) and I am happy about that.
I need a girlfriend.

The only sound in my place is the humming of my refrigerator. My clock is quiet.

It’s a common mistake to think that the words poisonous and venomous are interchangeable when they are very different substances; indeed, it is such a common mistake that documentaries confuse the two words, as if they think we don’t know any better .

Poison and Venom differ in their purposes and application.

When an organism is poisonous, its body is either partially or completely covered by a toxic substance, and it can be harmful when eaten or touched. Poison is only effective when the victim voluntarily or accidentally absorbs the toxic substance; being poisonous serves as a strictly defensive function. With no more than a few exceptions organisms that are poisonous do not possess a weapon-like apparatus.

On the other hand, when an organism is venomous, it produces a toxic substance inside its body that has the dual function of both incapacitating prey and for defense against predators. It will have a weapon-like apparatus that can force the toxins inside the victim’s body, but it is otherwise harmless to touch or eat.

A frog is not venomous and a snake is not poisonous .

But because of how diverse our planet is there are a few organisms that simply cannot be categorized so easily under these labels. A fantastic example of this are the Lepidopteran larve of Lonmia obliqua.

Today I asked my psy-guy if I might be permitted some therapy sessions with an ongoing program which accepts applicants for 10/20 sessions. I'd like to discuss some things that aren't being addressed otherwise. He agreed and so...I'm fairly pleased. Now I wait...it's all good.

Wondering ...do other people find their friendship with me meaningful?

Well am worried, an idiot has been troubling me inspite of me ignoring him....just doesn't make sense to him that I am not interested in keeping any contacts with him...what can I do....really worried

I am wondering if I come across, in some overly obvious fashion, as co-dependent?

Thought he knew better...... Filled the dishpan with the pots and pans he used to cook and the dishes he and his g/f used and put it on his bed.... I was considerate and put his towel under the dishpan.. ............

I'm at a very low point emotionally, therefore I won't be much help here. Can't help anyone when I can't even help myself......so I'll be MIA indefinitely.