Daily Comments #5- Just place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

Sometimes the best help you had to offer was when you thought you had none to spare. (((Lynn)))

I need a thicker sweater, a fireplace, and toe warmers.

My room is colder than every other room in the house. As cozy as it is to pile on the blankets, my feet are still cold, and when I put them under the blankets, they start feeling like that cold sweaty feeling that bothers me to no end and makes my feet even colder.

I hope Dad gets home soon.

Sounds so lonely. You could come just to read the post and know there are others who are hurting too. I will be thinking of you, hope you see this before you go.

A worker at the nearest pet store and I really hit it off today! We were in the store chatting for like 20 minutes. She remembered me because she was working when I picked up my shipment of tarantulas. I was there today because I needed some crickets, super worms, and mice to feed my spiders. Maybe I will ask her if she would like to do anything with me next time I see her? I hope we can be friends - I need some friends.

I am very grateful. I also passed my ****ing world history exam...AP...Holy hells, thank yoda.

Geeze how will I get all this work done? Gotta take my kid to Winter Jam tonight. If IT could only be NEXT weekend instead. Oh well. Deal.

Games is not fun today...

Gosh I spent over 1 hour looking for a receipt to return an item for exchange at a big chain store at the service line up before noon and the line ups got too long. Now, I have to try again tomorrow morning.

A bit of mania kicking in along with some ADHD. I want to do something but I don't know what. I am trying to focus, but I keep starting things and not finishing. Its so frustrating.

Do everything backwards!

Why do people move on so quickly without you... Better yet, how?

I think I am beginning to react to the nickel in jewellery. I just got a brand new watch for Christmas, because the last one was making me itch, and this new one is making me itch also. (sigh) Do I have to spend a fortune now in watches?

When I was in high school I had a reaction to stainless steel chains; everyone said it looked like I had a hickey on my neck. I have to wear sterling silver chains, not stainless steel.

It just makes no sense how life completely screws with you.

"Yeah, I can't wear cheap watches now, either. And I love watches. Especially all the retro style, big chunky boy watches that are out now.

The better-quality ones, name-brand watches w/stainless steel backs should be nickel-free. You might want to search for them online from now on, to be sure.

Sterling should give you no problems at all. It's not a hardship for me to invest a little bit more in something I know is going to last, anyway.

oh yeah, thoughts for today:

Please, please, please let me get my energy back. And let me tackle those lists, already.

that part of me the one that doesn't care and doesn't want to bother is in control for now as it always has been for some time now, is this actually just me who I am, I keep fooling myself maybe I can be someone else maybe this is all faulty wiring in my head maybe thats why I am being like this but it's seems though for me the truth hurts and this is just plainly who I am and nothing will ever change that as I am who I am which just happens to be a horrible mess and person you come across in life

I am feeling down today. Unlikely I will make it outside. I don't feel like doing things that I need to do. The lack of motivation is making things worse. I dislike my life so much. The things I don't like about it cannot be changed. I am very angry. I hate god.

Amass. Sort. Organize.

Re-organize.

Muse...

...spit up a few ideas...

Repeat at interval.

Ya tah dah!

That...is the rue to success!

[road....road to success...I gets that buggered up sometimes...]

Mood is better only because bedtime is close and do not have to feel guilty going to bed.

Stop procrastinating and get the bed sheets changed!!! Geez, Nicks! Somebody give me a boot in the behind?

Therapy later, Feeling rather anxious as I haven't been in 4 weeks but I am sure I will be ok.

desporatley trying to keep it together you can do it this time MIP you can get throught that interview coming up and you can take one huge step and put your best foot forward to begin to actually sort it out this year come on now lets do this.

I just hope my jumpbled up thoughts and emotions actually work and I go and do this, well you will know either way in two days time maybe hopefully.

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