Daily Comments #5- Just place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

Coming around on my first full 24 hours of having my T and Pdoc agree that I am BPD2. It explains a lot and I am hopefull that I will get as better as I can get.

Ouch...this g-damned fence is pointy. Flippin' a coin would be a better idea.

I want a pizza so bad right now, and some chicken wings. But I don't have the money to order any

Feelin kinda blue today. It sucks.

Took an Ativan prior to my shift back at work tonight. Also spoke to supervisors about issues with crew. I hope we can find a balance again as coworkers.

I have a damn fine family. Raising boys is a little stressful at times, but I love the snot out of them.

That certainly explains a lot.

Sick of how the same person can always manage to ruin my day and put me in a sh***y mood. Just when I could've called it a decent day

Need one of those happy lamps here!!!!!

There is more to this world than I may ever know. And I'm ok with that.

A mouse is in our kitchen stealing our dog food and then hiding behind the dishwasher.

They will run up the hose and hide inside the dishwasher walls. They also like cat food.

((((Mara)))) you are intelligent, aware and have a good head on your shoulders. Trust yourself and your instincts. If something doesnt feel right, trust yourself. Listen to yourself and know that you are ok. And it is ok to disassociate from those that you feel are not healthy or good for you. You dont even have to explain it to them. Your reasons to yourself are good enough. Mistakes along the way will happen, too. People and things aren't always what they seem. Pay attention to someone's character and consistence. That will tell you a lot! We all make mistakes and have "off days" but if you see that others are consustent, then you know ( like any other person)..." hey...they must be having an off day."

Hugs to you. You will get there.

“We are raised in a society where we are taught to believe a more logical reason for an illogical happening rather than the illogical reason for something which may be of the unknown, hence, why the logical answer is illogical to the logical person.” ― Nicholas A. McGirr, The Growing Dim Project

I got some good sleep. My coffee is noice and hot.The falling snow is beautiful.
I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts.
...and its almost FRIDAY!

Deep Breath in... Today is just an example of WHY i need to really not care as much at work....
something I did a week ago for A Very Valid Reason that needed to be done, Something I TOLD and NOTED to the Supervisor and she had no problem at the time of it.... is NOW a Problem after a week later.
None the less supsedely the lead talked to her about it, because he had no clue what the hell she was talking about, so I doubt he even defended me on what I did on the why because he did not know anything.

Some times I think I am in a nut house at work I really do--- these people have issues-- worse yet, they refuse to recognize them for themselves.

OK, so what's the speed of dark?

What is the air speed velocity of an unladen swallow?

Oh geez question times?

Laughter is like an (what) for a smile

On another note I laughed when I was reading my personal personal email on my phone, I get a coupon because I have not shopped at a store- that I did not have real issues with but some issues with when returning some shoes--- wow i think to myself- i was not upset, I was going to do their survey back to let them know what tid bit I think that COULD help them, and not annoy their customers but keep forgetting....
but yeah-- 10 bucks off 40 or more..... so something i could get for 30 lol

What is speed of dark = speed of light?

What is speed of sound = speed of silence?

My car door was frozen shut so tightly that it took me 5 minutes to pry it open, after taking an additional minute or so to pry the handle loose! My windshield wipers were frozen to the windshield. There was a lot of black ice on the main road here in Cherokee, and I slid in two places and went to apply my brakes in one and they weren't there, and I was going slow, like 20 mph, and I had to let off the gas fast. That's super scary. And that was on the main highway! Yet the back road where my office is is clear and dry and salted. Go figure.

slowly n' quietly...the road away in sock feet...the road to the sea

Gee it's dark out! How's the weather?

Boy kittie actualy STOLE husband's slipper, brand new leather, and hid it somewhere inaccessible to humans, in the basement. What a little scoundrel. (And just when I found husband the perfect pair! He's so hard to shop for.)

Winds gusting, and very cold. More cold on its way. Brrrrrr. Although, it does make for good hibernating.

Am grateful and relieved head injury was exceedingly mild.

And will start looking for my mojo, again, on Monday....

Hugs, y'all.

It was a pretty good day all in all.
I got to see my daughter for about 15 minutes this afternoon.
I start my new med tonight. I probably shouldn't be, but I am excited to see what this one will do for me....or is it to me...lol