Checking in (How do you feel today)? #3

Had a good day really and had time to reflect on therapy from yesterday in a positive way.

I am ok.

before talking to my friend i was lost..broken..didnt know how to deal with my thoughts...now im feeling less out of control. im ok now (: sometimes i wonder how i deserve to have such a wonderful friend.

Today, pretty proud of myself. Went to the practice during clinic hours, and fortunately got a very nice young GP; and she was wonderful. She's going to look into transferring me over to either herself or another doctor's care, but at the same practice. This is VERY GOOD!

She was easy to talk to and extremely caring. What a change from my experiences there, before.

Woot, woot! This makes all the difference.

Not a good day at all!!!!

reaching my limits.. hopefully i can push past them and not break down.

dragonflygirl, maybe tmr will be a betterday

I dunno.

My work shift fell apart. One girl left three hours into shift. Another was often running to the washroom all night and we fell behind. Then, she left early and left me with the mess to clean up. I am glad to be home and I am off work tonight.

Depressed and sleepy. Time for bed...humph!

Dang, I wish I could go back to bed. And I went to sleep last night at 7pm! I got 11 hours of sleep and I'm still exhausted. Yesterday I was outside working all day, and I tell you, every joint and muscle in my body was screaming at me. I was beyond tired. I still don't think I'm quite over it yet. My foot is killing me too. I'm going to see a podiatrist today. There has to be something they can do. I've been in constant bad pain since the beginning of last year. I was told it was plantar fascitis and tendinitis and a fallen arch, but who knows, maybe there's something else wrong. It's swollen, I know that. My shoe fits tighter on that foot than on the other. Now it feels like it's in my joints. I have fibromyalgia and I'm wondering if that's aggravating it somehow. I'm depressed, but not quite as bad as the other day. But it still feels like someone punched me in the stomach. Going to see a T and P on Monday, finally, now that my insurance has gone through.

hungry, as usual. lonely

Lost in myself. I just cannot stop thinking and worrying.

I know that feeling ellipsisdream. I finally, through my own madness, had to try to allow my mind to keep thinking but I had to keep feeding it happy things to think of. Happy songs on my mp3 player, looking up happy news articles, remembering something good that happened in a day and trying to hold onto that thought when something went wrong. It is hard to do, but I had to reach rock bottom before I became determined enough to try this. I hope it helps some.

Today, I feel relieved I do not have to work.

I get it. I'm kinda feeling the same way. I've got two or three emotions going on at the same time and just don't know.

ok... My headache is finally gone.

Just a draggy day today. I did finally get the garbage out of the house and to the dumpster. I've just been drifting for a bit. I had a bad day at work yesterday and today. Tomorrow is the valentines party with music. It should be fun for the seniors but alot of dishes to wash for me. I don't know why I thought I needed to cut myself off from this forum.

So far, bored out of my frickin mind. Humph!

Rested. Have I ever been sleeping a lot outside of my sleeping pills schedule. I think my body is trying to adapt back to night sleep and daytime wakefulness. Either way, I just had a very good nap. (is 4 hours a nap?)

My day was great my night not so great, But I'm Still going to keep a positive perspective on life!

Woke up in a good and positive mood I have my nurse coming today she is nice but sometimes she asks too many questions.

My day was great and my night ended with my husband and I getting into a nasty heated argument. Not alot of sleep for me last night....

Not great. Feeling very anxious. I am happy that I am opening up and the depression has lifted; however, nervous about spending weekend time with the new guy.

drained.. have to start over completely

im sorry to hear that dragonfly hopefully you can talk to your husband about it tonight and get past the cause of the fight. hugs