Checking in (How do you feel today)? #3

Today was a pretty good day. Being called on in class as usual caused a laughing fit and then I just said pass. They did come back to me though. I was anxious trying to finish the "safe place" collage in the time limit given but I liked it when it was done.

Cocked and Loaded

Very odd to be honest. No, I mean in a different way /forced smile

More "here" than I've been for a while.

Grateful I am off work tonight.

i am not sure, I have been trying hard to stay calm, and be alright today. This week has not even hit its mid point for me and I am already ready for the weekend..... Reminding myself to breath, take that moment and remember things could be worse, and don't fret about the "what if's"

I'm really tired today. I saw him last night, what a sweet, gentle man. I love this man so much. I'm a little down today, but better than before. It's really cold outside and I'm trying to keep warm but I have to work outside today

I'm new here and just getting used to the site. I am tired from staying up all night talking to a guy who doesn't appreciate the the things i do for him. Its getting to the point where he is one of the reasons why I am depressed. I am depressed along with being tired but am going to therapy and am thinking of going back on medication because I'm not myself these days. Hopefully the rest of the day will go better for me....

Working on almost no sleep and have way too much on my mind. I have an important life-changing decision I'm trying to make.

I feel pretty good, have been good since yesterday, even though I worked a double and have not been to sleep yet. I wil stick with I am feeling pretty good.

I feel just fantastic, it's a glorious day! I love my life. I want to marry my life and have children I just love my life so much!

Yes, that was extremely sarcastic.

Been up all night so I have been feeling pretty tired today.
Otherwise I am ok.

Starting to crash.

I am thanking you because I appreciate your sarcasm...I can be SO the same.

but truly, hugs

Feeling very anxious. I do CPR training tomorrow with one of my bosses and I get very nervous around tests and judgment. I took an Ativan for tomorrow.

Scattered and senile maybe?

Better, for at least the moment.

overly tired adn in a lot of pain but our head seem to be in a bit of a gooder place so that is somethign anyways.............
mary

Not a good day at all!! I had the worst anxiety attack ever and in public for that matter! I was at the doctors office with my son getting his athletic physical and bam it starts! I was so embarrassed and ashamed but Thank god my 21year old daughter was there and helped me to the car! I ended my night passing out drunk! I'm so so not pleased with myself today!!

I hope tomorrow will be okay. I hope he hadnt cheated on me. God bless me. I dont wanna get hurt anymore.

Today I am just OK. OK is good, right?

Went to bed last night at 10:30pm, got up at 11:00pm still awake. Happy that my husband didn't go to his girlfreind this morning( he called me from work when he got there). A constant worry to me. couldn't sleep. My Pdoc emailed me and when I didn't email him back he called me this was yesterday. I have an appt on Monday.

Very tired, but better than yesterday.

Exhausted, just one of those days I deal with where I try not to fall asleep at work. Not too down, but it's still lurking in the background. I want to see him soon.

Last night finally started going down, not sure how long I was awake after 30 hours it gets hard to keep track. Slept for 11 and now I feel like I have a head full of sand and I'm walking underwater. I always read that sleep is a restorative but I've never woken up restored, only dragging. What ever time it is I'm not a person to be around after I first wake up.