Checking in (How do you feel today)? #3

I feel a bit lonely and depressed too but I sympathize also with those who also feel the despair. Time for a group hug. We are not alone in this and the depression and emotions do more to alienate us from people than the people themselves.

I am happy to get to know you. You are never alone here. Trust me...I think YYZ and Buttercup saw my hairy legs for a second when I snuck in front of my laptop to get the razor yesterday

Hey Nicks...
What happens at PC stays at PC

I better not turn on the front facing camera on my Windows Phone now. I'm pretty rough looking after the March for the Babies walk today

Should I put tape over the built in camera on my laptop? I've been trying to answer posts and I don't feel so well right now. More perplexed that when I logged in.

I had a complete meltdown today, first one in a while. I hate the way my mind works and makes me think that everyone is against me, and I hate the way I get others worked up as well.

I'm sorry you had a rough day. I hope things turn out okay.

Nicks:

I am feeling pretty good today. Enjoying a night to myself while my sweetie and her friend watch NCIS in the other room. It's kinda nice to just be online toolin' around...was without the internet for a few weeks after we moved and so I didn't get the chance.

I'm really tired physically & otherwise.

Sore and worn out tonight

Just got home from work so my feet are sore and my hips a little worn down but I am feeling relax and it is good to be off my feet now. A good cup of decaf and I should be slumbering soon.

I think the sleeping pills are taking effect. My thgouts are blurry and my typing i a bit sloupy. I better get offline and under the bedcovers soon. I am checking ot now to get some rest. Lost

It's ok so far but its EARLY so give it time, I am sure the reality of the day will come upon me in quick waves of "oh geeze!"
Pensive? Yeah that's it...pensive.
I just wanna feel happy.

I feel pretty good so far

Starting on my first Effexor pill today. Feeling a bit nervous. Hoping the time it takes for this medication to actually start working doesn't take a full 6 weeks.

I'm a bit tired after four hours of working in the yard. I'm taking a rest break

Resolute. I am feeling very resolute in my life. It's time to do more.

I'm a little sore after yesterdays walk, but feel good overall

This is a late check-in, it's gone 10pm now.

Still on the slippery slope…still nothing to grab on to, so I'm sliding fast.

Can't stop crying and shaking.

Frozen, drenched, but it's been a good day and I'm on my way to my warm, dry home.

It is 6 am, I just got home from work and started on effexor last night. I feel surprisingly fine. Maybe it is because I have the next two days off work

I feel pretty good so far...

I feel horrible. My back is sprained and it hurts so bad. I can't get comfortable no matter what! I've been really down too.

((((TOKI)))) Feel Better SOOON!

It's Monday and I am not a big fan of Monday so blech!

Otherwise I am ok...emotions are a little unstable but not too bad, nothing I cannot deal with or fake my way around.

Feel so hurt. Lost and alone. it's unbearable, I can't stop crying.

nervous about my appointment with my PDoc this afternoon. Suppose to be taking 900 mg of Lithium and I only took it for four days. too freaked out about the side effects that happen. my Doc will not be happy with me at all.

I am taking a mental vacation off to the wilderness, visualizing myself in camping gear, in the mountains, wildlife around me, the river nearby (sigh) I wish I could drive so I could truly be out of the city and in the mountains. For now, a mental vacate is the only way to relax.