How Are You Feeling Right Now? #5

Well pleased for buying in France a case of vintage Fleurie for just €4.75 a bottle instead of £15.99 in the UK.

Depressed this morning

@Cheryl27, sorry you're feeling depressed this morning. I hope you start to feel better soon.

Depressed this afternoon

I'm feeling really lonely and sad. I guess it's time for bed. Don't know what else to do. I feel like things are hopeless and like I'll never have friends. This past week I tried to reconnect with people but they ended up ignoring me. Makes me feel worthless.

Really tired and cold. My headache is gone at least.

Not good. No idea what is going to happen to me next. I've been manic and psychotic in recent days and now, I am feeling that old, familiar gloom coming around the edges. I'm a mess.

I'm really angry but I have just figured out how to deal with an inconsiderate family member. I realized that if we have 30 plates, she would use all 30 and then wash one plate at a time when she needs to use one. If you washed some dishes, she would use them all and toss them in the sink so you would have to wash more any time you are hungry or thirsty. I started hiding dishes so if we only have 10, there won't be more than 10 dishes in the sink and that's more manageable. So I'm a little less angry now that I have a plan. I already washed and hid about 20 utensils.

I need an afternoon sleep. Body clock is still out of sync for waking too early from our clocks going back.

I feel Okay. I had a good morning but I'm starting to get tired. I guess it's time for a nap.

Im good this afternoon

Kind of like I have a little bit of the Sunday scaries because I have to work tomorrow but also excited about my trip. So a bit of mixed emotions.

I feel pretty good this morning. I washed dishes, cleaned litter boxes and I'm doing laundry now... waiting on clean sheets so I can change my bed.

Depressed this morning

A steaming pile of 💩

Depressed this afternoon

I am doing a good job at keeping the depression at bay. My mood is in danger of sinking though but I have battled demons and sinking moods for the last 24 years psychosis too. Compared to episodes of bad illness I am doing ok.

I'm really tired. I only got about 4 to 5 hours of sleep.

I haven’t eaten since 12:45 so I’m pretty hungry right now. I’m just waiting for dinner to get here.

i had a horrible day. the hospital kept changing the discharge date of my friend and each time i had to adjust my plans. why can't they make up their mind or at least don't confirm stuff and then change things later. i really felt jerked around. i don't mind helping but i hate being in the sun. i got so very hot. aaagh. tk you for letting me vent!!!

i feel like a fraud. i just have to get this off my chest. i have kept in touch with an old coworker because she and i don't have a lot of close family around. we have nothing else in common. thing is, as i got to know her through the years, i didn't find her to be a very nice person. but i didn't have the heart to cut off contact because i didn't want to hurt her feelings. then she became chronically sick. trying to do the decent thing, i would check in on her to make sure she was ok. then, besides her chronic illness, she got something which made her even sicker. i tried to help her. she has thanked me profusely. the friends of hers that i have met have also praised me for being such a good friend. no one knows how i really feel about this person. with her serious health issues, i have become more and more involved with her care. she has even listed me as her primary caregiver. i feel so dishonest and trapped.

I am holding my own so far.

Kinda anxious. I took 2 Xanax and I’m drinking water right now.

I'm exhausted, and I have a headache.

Anxious this morning