Lost....

This is really really hard because even though I know none of you personally I feel close to all of you ...this is like saying goodbye to my family ...I hurt someone I love because I'm a loser and a ...well I won't waste time on this I have to go and I realize that some of you won't care...but I like to think some of you will it's the only reason I'm even bothering to write this...you people have made me laugh and made me cry and made me better than I ever thought I could be...this site has been my outlet...a place of refuge in this big insane world...and I thankyou all...

mystry (Lyle)

Lyle - what's going on? Where are you going?

Hey lyle... share some more... there are lots of us in the depth of darkness too....

i care. and i think everyone here cares. i always read your posts because theyre so sensitive and thought provoking and i dont want you to leave. i will have no leaving Lyle!!! every body walks away and i know we dont know each other but you cant just walk away. ok? you must think i'm a nut, which i am, but people hurt other people. it happens, and sometimes we dont mean it to happen. i had my heart broken today. its valentines day for gosh *&^ing sakes and the person i love walked away. did i say love? i dont know. point is no leaving mystry. youre too valuable. if you leave i'll leave too which is kind of laughable because i dont think anyone will notice when i'm gone. i'm the incredible shrinking woman these days. getting smaller and smaller. enough about me. stay lyle. youre not a loser youre a beautiful human being and a very talented writer. stay.

this site has been my outlet...

It still is. There is a lot of people on this site. A lot of them love you. There is sometime disagreement, misunderstanding, bad communication but all in all we all care for each other.
We are all hurting that's why we are here in the first place and sometime we get triggered while the other person don't even know about it. This is why, I think, that there is times that a bad communication can come between 2 people.

I think you should maybe just let time go by. Maybe this will be settle soon.

((((((((((((((Mystry))))))))))))))))))))I hope you will stay.

Mystry - what's going on? I'm getting worried.

Lyle! Talk to us please!

I know that sometimes people don't always get along, but that doesn't mean that we care any less than before! Please don't go away from us!

you don't need to leave honey.....if you made a mistake..so be it....we all do it.....stay.....you are cared for here....

..and greenfairy....you stay put too!!!!....lol.......

Mystry, what's up?? I went to pm you and you aren't accepting them =( If you want to, feel free to pm me on how to stay in touch with you. I will miss you if this is a permanent thing...I hope its not.