Seriously bad bad bad bad bad DAY GRRR

omg....if this day (thank God its 1 AM...) gets any worse i swear on future grave i will seriously blow up and tell everyone off ...including future family in law....and i will personally drop off the face of this earth......

ok so first of all...i barely sleep..i use sleep aides otherwise i dont sleep at all...so when i take them i need a full 8 hour sleep or im terrible...so my LOVELY sister in law leaves our bedroom door open...and everyone decides lets hold a conference outside of my bedroom ...oh...for the heck of it....and i get to wake up at 7 am...yey...even though i go to bed 3/4 am ....because i dont get home work till 12 and after i wash dishes and get things situated its like 1 then my sleep aides kick in around 2 and it takes about an hour to crash....so ANYWAY ....I have a fight with my bf.....and people keep coming in and out because we just cant seem to EVER be alone...its impossible....so we settle it and go to work...and one of his residents falls....then i have to drop everything i am doing...of course...to help him...stressful huh....so when im trying to help...bf shoves me aside....gggggreeeaaaaaaaatttt......Then one of MY residents tries to get up...so i take care of it....and i get yelled at by the other resident...because she doesnt think im doing it right....by this time i want to hit someone over the head...and hers is looking pretty darn good to hit....but i dont...then i have another resident...who keeps pressing the call light for FUN ....and then one of the other CNAs (shes really not that good of a worker) is letting her resident walk up and down even though the resident is a high risk for falls.....omg....and she is bleeding down her cheek...so guess who saves the day...once again....THEN during my dinner break with BF ...he is telling me that i spend way to much time with my residents (UMMM i thought that was part of my job) and telling me how im stressful and people keep coming to him to tell me to relax...well you know what...TELL ME TO MY FACE....i freaking put YOUR residents to bed ...I answer your freaking call lights...and you have to talk about me behind my back...omg....so my bf and i spend like an hour in the car debating and yelling...so i get in the house finally sit down (dont even take off my uniform) and my bf comes in and throws a 271 dollar BILL in my face...apparently the cell phone company went retarded and thinks we havent paid (though i have paid with my credit card and have the proof that we have) and they say ...we are going to cut you off....great...so i call the company..guess what...they are shut down till 7 am the next freaking morning.....omg....so i had to remake my bed cuz bf messed up....couldnt find my account number and my fan on my laptop cooling system malfunctioned..but then it went back ok...my roommates yelled at me for waking them up...lol like they never wake me up.....so i FINALLY get in bed...my cell phone isnt charged and almost out of battery, i forget to turn out the light...my computer came unplugged and i got ahold of some chocolate..which turned out to have peanuts(MY ONLY HOPE) my lost my bedshirt(i dont know how) and the shirt im wearing is bugging the heck out of me cuz its small..and i come on and go to the support chat and one person comes on and drills me about what is my age...that that is sooo important...if im a girl or boy...what are we in the teen chat??? well ive been lurking...but i havent posted or anything other than this right now in awhile...no hugs...no wonders....just ...gone....omg....its been so terrible from 7am to 1 am ....is that some sort of (now i cant think of the word) record...lol the word is record....is that some sort of bad day record???? I cant wait to fall asleep...lets hope no nightmares to pull it off....(flops down and sighs...)
im sorry i probably blew everything out of proportion but it just sucks....

ok this is getting ridiculous....im sweating profusely ...and im sooo uncomfortable..and now my phones almost dead
crying now....

awwwwwwwwww inny!!!!!!!!!!!! i am sorry i wasnt on late enough to talk to u!!!! (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((inny)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) sorry youve had such a crap day,,,you handled it well by not blowing up,,, i have less patience than u. good luck for today

Wow...actually I think you've been pretty strong through out, I would have committed crime before night fall. I'm seriously impressed, what you described felt like the whole world woke up and decided to pick on you. I would have gone nuts.

Oh brother - I hope you are sleeping now!! Funny, my sister works in a nursing home and can never find CNA's that really want to do their job - sounds like you DO want to do your job and you care - so don't let them sway you about how you do it. Those people need you

Tranquility

inny im soo soory
stay strong inny
youve been thru so much in life
and u do so much for others
u need recognition for it all
the world wood be lost without u

stand tall and proud and dont let anyone run u down

THEME SONG..barneys gotta be tired by now and those kids damn they must be like 47...

InACorner, I am sorry you are going through all this—it sounds like a lot to handle. Keep writing—maybe it will help. Let me know if I can do anything to help out. Hang in there.

Thanks guys...im laughing about it now (Thank God) we all have those kinda days huh...well i offically called it my Friday the 13th roflmao....well i slept till 1 pm hehe cuz i didnt go to sleep till 4 am
thanks for your support

InACorner, I am glad you have been able to bounce back so fast. Its great that you can look at it and laugh a little. I know it all serious, but a little laughter goes a long way.

GEZZZZZZ...I got tired just reading about the day you had. Those days do happen...when they happen to me, I unplug everything T.V. , phone, etc and give myself half an hour to calm and then I get myself outside with the weather and the ground and the sky...grounding myself. I walk away from all the people who keep pushing their problems on to me, and play music that I like and if I have to work, I keep people at a distance unless they are respectful...I am sorry to say this but if I was you I would tell that bf to "bite me" and show him the door...you may see it differently but that kind of behavior is controlling and belittling and you are better off without it under any circumstance. Life is short enough as it is without having it shortened by the stress caused by idiots. (Sorry if you are happier with him now and I called him an idiot, but if he is so stressed about his job and bills, he should change it or pay it himself and not lace your relationship with the poison of lack of self disipline.) People never cease to amaze me with how inconsiderate and uncaring they can be...as for family members who are that...you have your choices to make there...for me there's a reason why I choose not to have some family members involved with my life...you know...it is an option - you are not required to talk to people who don't respect you, why should you respect them if they don't respect you.
I am glad that you are laughing again...but while you are laughing have a quick look at your situation, because people who dump on you once will try to do it again...It's a fact of life.
((((((((((u))))))))))