[chalmette70043]

I just dont liek me right now. I could go off for hours just cursing my self out. I donts want sympathy or empathy or anything else. I just want you to know i suck. I'm goning to try and do better. I dont know how but i will figure something out. somehow someway. Cuase i dont like this now more.Im tired of not crying and dying to and crying and wanting to stop. Just sick and tired. Theres got to be a reason im feeling like this. Its got to be somthing.

[sabby]

Sounds like you are working through a process chalm. It's hard....so very hard to take stock of yourself. Try not to be too hard on yourself....as you progress through this process, answers will come.

You are a wonderful person......and I'm so glad to know you!

Hugsss
sabby

[youOme]

I go through these spouts often myself, eventually I get over them but they always leave a mark. I recommend not being so tough on yourself and try to appreciate the things you do like even more. Some how, don't forget to be happy.

[recluse1]

(((((((((chalm)))))))))) i have been exactly in that place. just being sick and tired of being sick and tired. yes, it is a sucky place to be. just know that i am here for you if you need me. feel free to pm me anytime.

and like sabby said, don't beat yourself up hunni. i know you hate the way you are feeling, but don't hate yourself. you must learn to love yourself and see the wonderful things about you that so many of us see in you. to love yourself is a start on the path to healing and happiness.

love you hun and will pray for you my friend,
recluse1

[splitimage]

(((chalm))), I know the I don't like me feeling very well - sometimes I still get it. The thing is you don't have to feel this way forever, like someone else already said you're going through a process and change or even thinking about change is hard, but it can be worthwhile.

Take care.

Splitimage

[Perna]

Okay, let us know what you discover, how you get on with it? Your experience is helpful in my dealing with mine.

[snowflake_48888]

((((((((((chalm)))))))))))))
I think we all go thru what you are going thru at different degrees. I know one thing...your wanting to change is a good thing. I am glad my friend....

Snowy

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((( chalmette ))))))))))))))

((((((((chalm))))))))
you are something a kind person, ALways a friend you are. Hope things work out for you..

[AAAAA]

Chalmette,

I know you don't want sympathy or empathy, but you have both. I don't know what it is you want to change, but if you're working on it then atta girl!

I just want you to know that you've always had a kind and understanding ear to me and everyone else I've seen you chat with. You certainly don't "suck"!

I know the cycle you're in and I hope it does not last long. Give yourself a break. I hope you feel better soon.

[alyssa_angel]

((hugs))

[Peacemaker]

chalm, i know where you are, hun. i am working on forgiving myself for so many issues. i am also trying to unconditionally love myself. this is hard to do when you've so many serious mistakes where some have hurt your family.

when i have been really down on myself, i was told to watch a "feel good" movie or listen to music that made me feel good. it helps for a while but at least you get a break.

i know you don't "suck". on chat, you are supportive and a good friend to those in need. sucky people don't do that.

i'll pray for you and keep you in my thoughts.

lots of hugs,
peacemaker (sherri)