My mom

Sending the warmest and strongest of energy to you and yours.

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Orange_Blossom said:
Thanks everyone. It's an emotional time for me right now. My nerves are shot to hell.

On top of worrying about my mom, my T goes for her scan to see if her cancer has come back. She has beat it twice now so I'm hopeful, but it's still scary.

The ghosts of my family are hovering around too. I feel like that little ten-year-old who lost her father. And even though I was an adult when my two brothers died, I still feel small.

The little one is grieving for so many lost and she's fearing the loss ahead.

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(((Orange)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
wish i could say i can make it go away for you
But i can not
I can sit with you
Listen to you..
feel your pain...
I know that fear..
But its still yours right now
I can stay with you and support you as you aways do me
We can sit on the curb when you need
Maybe a online curb...
But there is some peace in it
Please know as always i care about you
I am here when ever you need
Muffy

((Orange)))) its very frightening what might happen... i'm praying for you to have strength during this emotionally painful experience... i hope you can continue posting here as an outlet and let your friends give you comfort and understanding....

Thanks everyone.

It's so sad.

My mother is 79 years young. She is fit, active, and has created a good social circle since she moved here four years ago. (She'd gone into total isolation so this is huge.)

Her life has been hell too. Lost a husband and two sons and never fully recovered from that, but she was beginning to bloom down here.

To look at her you wouldn't know she had a time bomb ticking away.

(((((((((((((orange-blossom)))))))))))))

(((( lil' bird ))))



Good news!

My Therapist just called to tell me she was ok. She knew I was worried about her on top of worrying about my mother.

Her scan was clean so the cancer hasn't come back! Whew. Yay for T.

((((((((((((((((Orange and t)))))))))))))))))

big cuddles and lots of care to you both ..... love, Jin xoxoxoxo

sorry, edited i read your post wrong .... great news for t

thoughts are with you for your mom Orange .... huggies

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that is the best news

orange,

Im pleased about your T but sad about your mom. It seems like its a scary time for you. Please know we are here for you

((( jinnyann )))

((( muffin )))

((( girls )))

Thanks for your support. I was so worried that both my T and mother would be dealing with cancer at the same time. It was scary to think T might not've been available to me as I go through this rotten chapter in my life.

((((((((((((((((Orange)))))))))))))))))))

I'm pleased your T is ok ..... you are loved so much here ....

praying for you and mom .... love you, Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

((((((((((((((( Orange )))))))))))))))))

(((( Furry-Paws ))))

Thanks for the hug and hearts.

I think I confused people. Sorry.

Unfortunately, it's not my mother who got good news, it was my T.

T had cancer twice before and went for her scan today and she is okay and healthy. Whew.

My mother's lung cancer came back. She only has one lung because the other one was removed.

They did radiation and it shrunk it by 50%, but two other tumors have grown and she has numerous nodules. They can't treat her with radiation again because they can't risk damaging any of her healthy cells plus there are too many.

We are not sure about chemo yet, but I doubt that's an option for the same reason. We're waiting to meet with the oncologist.

sorry Orange itwasme who was confused at first

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praying for your mom sweetie....... and you of course, love you, Jin xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

so sorry i got mixed up ..... so pleased for you T xoxoxoxoxxoxoxo

((( jinnyann )))

No apologies needed.

Thanks so much for your support.

It's nice to know that people really do care.

I goofed too
(orange)))))))))))))))))))))))
I am sorry
Still praying for your mom
glad your T is doing better
muffy

((( muffy )))

You didn't goof. I shouldv've made a separate post.

Thanks for always supporting me.

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((((((((((((((oranges mum)))))))))))))
((((((((((((oranges t)))))))))))))))

((((((((((((((((((((((( Orange_Blossom ))))))))))))))))))))))

I know what you are going through. PM me if you need to vent, get support, talk, whatever.

I know it's hard.

Many, many, many

Just letting you know I'm thinking of you.

That's very sweet, J.G. Thank you.

We see the oncologist on Tuesday. That's if they don't cancel due to Hurricane Ike. As much as I dread the news, the waiting is excruciating.

Everyday someting different is stirred up. Today all I can see is my brother in hospice, looking like a skeleton. I so don't want my mom to suffer.

P-doc and T are really stepping up to the plate to support me but I don't call.

What more is there left to say.

((((((((orange)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
that i would pop outta the blue to tell you I care
And i understand
muffy

(((((((((((((((((((( Orange )))))))))))))))))))))))

The waiting is SO HARD. It's okay to call T and/or Pdoc.

Thinking of you and sending many, many, MANY

((((((((((((( Orange ))))))))))))))
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