The Couch! #21

are you ok

Yes Granite, I am just experiencing growing pains at 40.... uggg LOL

My mom really annoys me. :| I need to see my PCP to get a referral to a psychiatrist, and she decided to cancel my appointment and reschedule it for 2 more weeks further. I needed that appt, thanks mom.. -_-

Did you talk to her Sila?

Tried to but it's like talking to a brick wall. Can't understand half of what comes out and nothing gets through to her.

I'm sorry Sila, I assume your under 18? Keep bugging her, perhaps you can catch her when she is willing to listen? What about a dad or grandparent or other relative?

I'm actually 21, just dependant and unable to drive or talk on the phone. And I have no other family members at all, I'm just reliant on her to help me get somewhere. I was supposed to see her this friday but now its pushed back to november 13th. :/

Didn´t you guys have a conversation about to many carbs recently. Just got of the phone with my parent who now consider me to be overweight I am sorry I am not a size two anymore maybe a size 6. I shall head to the store right now and bye some more icecream, bread, and pasta with creamy stuff on top. Whats wrong with people considering (an healthy person) who is a size 6 to be overweight.Yikes!!

If 6 is overweight then I am morbidly obese.

Well I think after my trip to the store I will be considered morbidly obese to. I so can´t believe that gaining healthy weight from being a size two is considered overweight. I will go to the store and work a bit more on my NOW lovely IMO female curves With no intent of feeling bad about it or more pounds to come Love women with curves anyways so why not look like one myself.

Good for you lonely.... not everyone's opinion matters or is correct. I'm thinking you would have to be like 3' 2" tall to be overweight at a 6...LOL

Well I am a bit taller than that. Just have really short legs..maybe thats why my bump looks fat...LOL..........

I am such an emotional wreck today. Idk why. My boss was a bit of a jerk/curt about something, and it was all I could do to hold off my tears until the meeting was over.

I have T in a few hours, but I DO NOT want to go in this sort of state. I just want to cancel if I am going to be on the verge of tears at the tiniest thing. How do you get emotions in check?

Good afternoon all! How is everyone?

Fixated.. I wish I knew the answer, i have T in an hour and I am a train wreck...but I am not gonna cancel... I NEED TO GO

Fixated and Lola.. Got to T.. pour your heart it. This is when you need T the most.

T has the stomach flu! If she's okay, I'll see her tomorrow but only for 60 minutes, not our usual 90. IF she's okay. I have to miss 2 things I wanted to go to tomorrow to see her, but not yoga.

I worry when she gets sick because she's so thin. I know she's healthy because she only got sick one other time in almost 3 years. She said she hopes it's just a 24 hour bug. What if it's NOT? Is stomach flu going around now? I know. I should breathe and not worry now. Right?

At least she put a in the email and said we'd talk about last session, tomorrow. She still cares about me! That was after I wrote: I was REALLY AFRAID you didn't want me to come back, and then apologized for putting feelings into the email.

fixated: I'll take your place in therapy today. I NEVER want to miss T and I have to today.

I completely forgot to look at T's nails. Ooops

Though in my defense it was a very rough session. Oh well.

Hey Chopin- I'm considering buying the book you've been talking about to keep my mind busy until T next week. Is there a seperate work book with exercises? Or just the one book that has activities?

I'm freaking out a bit related to my job. Someone tell me I'm being paranoid, if I am. This will be more for the people who understand my work situation of late. I'm not typing all that again.

So I still seem to be getting along fine with both coworkers (snaky and assy). However, I'm worried about my boss. He has been out since last Thursday afternoon with a death in the family and he won't return here until next Monday or Tuesday.

I sent an email early yesterday afternoon asking if I could work on a certain project in between stuff that has to be done this week. He never responded. I sent him a text asking if I could talk to him and he called me. He was driving from GA back to NC. I asked about this project and he said let's talk about it next week. I reminded him of my being on vacation next week and he said we'd talk about it the following week. I asked if there was anything else I could do. He told me to look over payroll (which I'm not involved in) and get him the number breakdown between group homes, administration, and supported employment. I thought this was strange because the issue with my coworkers was over salaries.

My boss is normally a straight-shooting guy. I don't know what's going on, if anything. GAH!!!

Just the book. The exercises aren't really that involved (so that I've seen). I'd recommend the book highly though. I'll post my work today in a thread.

rainbow8, I'm sorry your T is ill. That sucks. I hope she'll be back on her feet soon so you can see her tomorrow.

Chopin i wouldnt worry about it as there is nothing u can do and he does have his own stuff going on... Im at T and its gonna suck I already know it. Uggg

(((Lola)))
*jumps into pocket*