Couch 26

Good night, Lola.

Sorry Lola.

Night night Lola.

I also think that it has been very helpful for me to work with a male T and feel experience a feeling of safety with a male. It has been a challenge at times, especially when he has displayed more masculine/aggressive energy. But it has been quite healing I believe.

I think the sexual tension actually helps.
Or maybe a substitute mother is more useful than a substitute father?

I bet!

Transference is helpful and healthy.

Nothing like Christmastime in the city... I'm glad you had a good day

Good night couch.

Yeah... I can't justify spending that much money when we have so much debt still. That's gas for 2 weeks, for example. That's a month's payment on a school loan. etc etc. My wants always take a backseat because other things that cost money are more important. Oh well.

everyone~ i missed the majority of the chatter here as I passed out in bed for a 3 hr nap earlier. Jersey, I love watching christmas specials. I agree, it was the one time where things were "normal" or "okay". All was okay in the world for those short one hour moments.


I like to watch this short movie every year. It makes me cry but it's so pretty.

Hey couch peeps.....just checking in....I just got home. Long night. Had group T which went well, met the new woman...and I shared my discomfort about newbies, yadda yadda yadda. It was a good session. I was quite open - and shared some tough things (like admitting that I wanted people to be proud of me for performing stand-up comedy - yikes, the shame, ughhh)....

Then, went straight to my comedy class meeting in preparation for our first open mic tomorrow night (which I'm going to miss cuz I'm going to my daughter's school chorus concert).

Tuesday nights are officially my bipolar nights - with group T and comedy class falling on total opposite ends of the spectrum - so hard to do!!

T today here we go i can't sleep anymore woke up panicking and so on .i have been doing ok for the last few days so i hope it will be fine. just my usural doom and gloom etc... but did i say i love my couches lol.only problem is my cat pickle thinks they are evil and wont go near them lol

i miss apt in the morning .morning apt if you is reading

I remember the music so clearly, but had forgotten everything else about it.

Good morning.. H and I are staying home for work. We have to do something with our friend. It is going to be an emomtionally draining day for everybody involved.
But first- I got to get the kiddos to school and daycare.

morning healed

morning all (Granite, thinking of you today )

morning. Very little sleep, but I stayed in bed anyways. I have my little niece today, and I had a horrid dream in the early morning that I lost her somehow. It was awful because in the dream I suddenly realized that I had her that morning and couldn't figure out where I left her. And my siblings were staying with me for some big thing and they were all talking badly about me and how stupid I was for loosing a child. I kept trying to dial 911 for help but it kept coming up 811, and my fingers wouldn't work. I woke up crying.

(((granite))) Hopping in your pocket. I'll be the one whispering "just say it "

Wiki-that's a scary dream. I hope you enjoy your time with her today.

Make room in Granites pocket for me. I'm hoping in granite.

ya thats a horrible dream .you woul never ever lose your nice. thanks for jumping in my pocket i am kind of nervous today but i think i will be ok .lol i thnk i will remember you saying just say it .it might work lol

thanks sitting welcome to the couch pull up a spot and stay a bit. whats up for you today?

Good luck today, granite!

So sorry about your dream, Wikid. That is a horrible way to wake up. How is the pain level today?

Morning healed, hope the thing with your friend is not too draining.

Morning, SAWE and MUE, and everyone!

I am feeling much better this morning. Thanks for all the support last night. Love you guys.

thanks girl it going to turn into a party i wont be able to not smile .

hey thanks . glad you are feeling better todaay MKAC

((( wiki ))) - Wow, what a horrible dream. I know that when I have nightmares that involve my daughter, it's absolutely terrifying. When I am able to make meaning of it and take action as a result, it tends to help.

((( granite ))) - Good luck at your T session today. Hopping in your pocket!

((( MKAC ))) - Glad you're feeling better today!

I'm super tired this morning. I'd like to catch up on some sleep, but I know that if I go back to sleep I will probably feel groggy and sluggish when I wake up - and I need to be on-the-go today to get some things done that have to be done today.

I am feeling soooo embarrassed about what I shared in group T last night about wanting people to be proud of me for performing stand-up comedy...and how elating it felt to have people be proud of me for that accomplishment. I feel the need to punish myself for having such a childish desire.