c o u c h 38 - The dark ages....

Just having an internal struggle between my church and my sexuality.

That's why I named her Couch Mother.

I am sorry Mel .... we are here if you wanna talk.

ok again hear i go

I wasn't offended. It was a good question.

I'm never going to be a butterfly because I am afraid to pupate.
But maybe I can become a better caterpillar.

Pupate is a funny word.

She has a very compelling style!

I wish I could be a butterfly and fly away

Lola thanks for your support today it is much appreciated.

I apologized to CE because my comment did indeed sound sarcastic when I read it back. At the time I wrote it I did not mean it that way, but thought he took it that way.

Today's house: Lake front, great views, dock, easy care land, brand new interior, master bath, finished walk-out basement and way too small for us. N e x t. That tent is looking better every minute.

Lawyers are funny. I just look at the numbers, add them up, and show the figure. No conflict because it's an exact science. I hate conflict, but I honestly don't take offense easily either.

I'm going to read her what I've just written.
Next session I have fifteen pages of notes to read to her.
And she will listen in penitent silence. Ha!

I'm hearing:
1. You should tell her
2. It is an unworthy thing to say.

some people see things in black and white, us math geeks see them in black and red.

I agree with #1. I wasn't trying to say or even imply #2, so I apologize for coming across that way. I don't think it's at all unworthy to tell your T that you wish she would stop you from terminating and the reasons why you wish that.

I do think it's unrealistic to expect her to actually do so without telling her.

It sounds dirty

And yet you still had to post this.... Its like you thought better of it but you still needed to point it out..

New couch almost.....

Who's up for building it?

granite, I hope your session goes well!

Glad you're around, wiki!

hankster: LOL What does pupate mean, anyway?

50 mg. zoloft is making me jittery AND tired. Pdoc said "you have to get over the hump" What in the world? I'm only on 50 for 2 days. Yuk!! I feel like a guinea pig but I'm too stubborn to stop it and try something else when I'm just at the therapeutic dose now.

Well all I gotta go for a bit be back later

Mel what part of MI?

Pupate - the act of becoming a (pupa) an insect in the inactive stage of development (when it is not feeding) intermediate between larva and adult

Chesterfield Twp.
What part of TX Lola? I lived in Austin for 3 years.

Rainbow, I had to get up to 200 mg of Zoloft to get any actual therapeutic effect. It took me about a month to titrate up. I did have some side effects in the beginning, but they disappeared after about 3 weeks.

Good luck! I hope it works out for you.

Im starting a new couch....