Couch 54, Where Are You?

Thanks, wiki.....

I guess, at this point, I wish I would've known that T felt that way before I became attached and invested so much time and money into therapy. He knew of the trauma pretty much from the start....and now that I'm delving into it, all of a sudden, he's not able to be helpful anymore? WTF?

he is 22 and nope he needs no sugar moma lol .at this point i guess he is in a relationship

Just tryin to get related to ya granite!

NO. He looks like quite a character, granite. Sense of humour and all. I have never heard you speak of him, that I can remember, so this is just a visual impression.

Well, I'm all caught up on the couch. I woke up late this morning. I, too, had dreams about my T, but I can't remember them. They were vaguely scary.
Anyway I'm braving myself up to go to a volunteers meeting tonight. I hope I have the right address, I hope it's at the wildlfie centre.

So, how is everybody?

I haven't disappeared, just cooking pancakes. brb.

Oh gawd...I looked at his muscles...I feel dirty!

Granite...you son looks nice. I remember being 22 (not that it was that long ago)...I was much more nieve than I am now.

I am so over my lazy selfish housemate. I am NOT her mother!

wiki its all good lol . he works out every day lifting and PT also lol before he was a marine he had no muscles at all. it is strange for me to see him that way also but he works hard on his health.

LOL, wiki.....My stepson is almost 26, and I have been in his life since he was 6 - became his stepmom when he was 7. He was a tiny, blonde haired, blue eyed adorable cutie. He isn't very tall, but he is incredibly well-built and turned out to be a very handsome young man. Yet, when I look at him, all I can see is the little 6 year old in his superman pajamas jumping off the couch onto his little trampoline. LOL.

Crazy thunderstorms, lightening and pouring rain off and on....I need to get to the printing place to print the tickets for the concert we're going to tomorrow night - but every time I am ready to grab my keys and go, the storms start up again. Crikey!

Ugh I ate too much

ok i'm having fun and it is distracting me. i am willing to rent out my son but only for looking at and only because i know he would get a kick out of you all .checking him out . typical guy you know lol

day before he left for bootcamp



day he came home from his first leave at 20

i totally get this mue i see my boy like before he was a marine

The Marines really did wonders for my stepson too.

Are the Marines compulsory in the US? Like the navy in Holland?

I forgot how filling pancakes are. Now I'm full with heaps left over. Wonder if selfish lazy housemate would like my left overs. No, why should I?

marines are a department of the us navy. they are a bit more trained

So its not compulsory? You have to apply and be selected?

Wow, granite. That's quite a transformation! I love the tutu. And such a graceful curtsy!

yes kind of .you have to aply and then make it through boot camp .not easy to do.

So its a bit elite, yes?
You must be proud then.

i am very proud of him .

Ugh. It's almost 12:30 AM, and for the life of me, I can't seem to relax to get to sleep. I took a muscle relaxer that usually knocks me out and THAT hasn't even helped. I'm wondering if it's because I haven't really wrapped my mind around what I'm going to address with T tomorrow about the rupture...and my session is in the morning. *sigh*

I wish I would've just written a timeline of events so that I could figure things out. T is pretty clever with his words, and I struggle a lot with getting words out....so I tend not to be able to express myself well. I hope I can be somewhat detached tomorrow so that I can talk coherently rather than be led by my emotions.

Goodnight, couch peeps....Hope everyone has sweet dreams.