Couch 54, Where Are You?

MUE , I sold everything from my garage and all my yard stuff, basically everything I had as a homeowner, I'm sure I spent way more buying all that crap!

H said In the middle of an argument... He feels the loneliest that he has ever felt before. That hurt, I suppose b/c I know he was referring to our relationship. I wanted to say... I trying, but I feel like that isn't sufficient enough.. After a year and half with my t "trying" there needs to be more progress my part.

Healed all you can do is be aware that he is hurting too and be aware of that. ((((Healed))))

(((Healed))).

((MKAC))

Your husband needs a great deal of supervision.

Hi All.
Feel like crap. My last session didn't go very well.We discussed my thoughts on the drawings in vague terms. I was feeling irritable and out of sorts because I could not bear to tell him how I was feeling about him, even though he now knows. I just feel like I've shot the elephant and thrown it straight on the erotic transference fire. AARRGGHH!!!!!!!!

I'm going to catch up on the couch now.

Also my T emailed me from his private email, not from his business one. WTF am I supposed to make of that. I can't believe he "accidentally" did that. He did it to elicit some response from me I'm sure.

Finally all caught up on the couch. Now where is everyone?

morning peeps.
BP i am sorry things didn't go quite as well as you had wanted but slow down girl. it will happen if you want to .these things take time .it has got to be hard to talk about these things .people say to me all the time that talking in general is a good place to start.it was a huge step to start don't you think? go you.

lola-awesome on making it through the garage sale and if i was allowed to give out wiki points (and they were not a controlled substance )you would have a zillion for rewording yourself. you go girl also good to see you around here

hey MUE glad you had a good day.

ready- would you be able to hang up a cloths line yourself ? maybe even in the basement. i hate you going to that Laundromat alone if it is at night and it is creepy .keep yourself safe girl. love you bunches and don't want anything bad to happen to you at all. it does sound creepy. maybe even get a bunch of drying racks

hola ike and CE.

I almost wish I didn't like the couchinistas so much. I mean, I don't actually wish it, but sometimes I come to PC even when I know it would be better for me to stay away.

It's all of youse's fault for being such wonderful people.

back away from the couch and get what you need to get done ,done .now get to getting . unless it is to avoid then you better stick around cuz we love you

Morning all. Yesterday, I had tons of stuff to do and could not wake up. This morning, I had nothing really to do on a schedule and couldn't sleep. LOL. Weirdly, my H got up before me and went out to check on the ducks and let them out of their little house. He was worried they would be too hot. It was kind of adorable. He didn't really want ducks, but now that we have them, he is already attached and worried about them.

don't you love it when you can be so mad and hopeless at the man and then bam he does something to make us all mushey and stuff .

Good morning, couch peeps!

Was hoping to sleep in this morning, but pain woke me up. I'm now covered in pain patches. I look ridiculous but I hope it helps. It'd be nice to get a few more zzz's, but that seems doubtful at the moment.

Nothing concrete planned for today, although I'm on call after noon today. Maybe we'll go to the swim club and chillax. Knowing my daughter, she won't want to go unless a friend comes with us. I wouldn't mind - but if I get called for work, that won't work out too well. My daughter is of the age where she can be at the swim club without an adult, but I doubt a friend's parents would appreciate me leaving them there without me.

I'm taking my daughter and niece to a One Direction concert on Tuesday. God help me. LOL.

Hope everyone has a good day!

So frustrated with my exH lately. Aside from some financial stuff that's been irritating, a while ago I bought a loft bed for my daughter from a friend - talked to ex first asking for his help in transporting it and putting it together. With my physical issues, it's just not doable for me, so I wasn't going to buy it if I didn't have the help prearranged. exH agreed and transported it to my mom's garage.

Once my daughter gets her room cleaned up, he'll be able to bring it over (with my help) and put it together. I talked to him about it and now he's saying he "doesn't do that kind of stuff anymore" and "pay someone to do it".

AAARGH. It frustrates me to no end that with how little he does for our daughter (sees her maybe 1-2 hours a week, if that), that he won't buck up and do a little work.

Rant over.

Mornign Couch.

I woke up late this morning, my alarm went off, I turned it off and fell back asleep. Whoops!

I still am having a productive morning though. I cleaned the bathroom and the kitchen. Changed the kitties' litter box. Laundry is in the dryer...dishwasher is running. All I have left to do is put clothes away once they are done drying, put dishes away once they are done, and vacuum. Not bad. I have all day still to get that done.

I should have done all this yesteray, but visiting ith my cousin took longer than I expected. Luckily I didn't have to work at the senior place today, so I had time to clean today.

Now to sit on the internet until my clothes and dishes are done.

I'm going to Chili's tonight. I have a coupon for a free flatbread that expires tomorrow. I got the coupon for filling out a survey. Free food is always nice. Most of their coupons (i.e. free appetizer, queso, or desert) require you to make an entree purchase to get it, but this flatbread coupon says no purchase required. So, all I will have to pay for (by choice) is my tea.

Hi yous guys. Didn't go back and read so I'm not sure whats going on, but thought I drop in to say hi and I am thinking about yous all.

JERSEY!

Jersey did u get the job?
Apt/Mast- there are worse things to be addicted too, speaking from experience.

To all the couchkateers, " I just can't quit ya "

Hi couch!

Lola-she said it official but I don't fully trust it because she still didnt close her job on the website where she advertised even though I took down my own profile. I'll talk to you about it on FB a little later.

Why would it ever be better to stay away?

and I have plumbers crack! H likes it, son hates it, but it is what it is.
(I see your hiney, it's nice and shiney)
See...this is why they are controlled, ZILLION isn't a number. You might as well say BAZILLION. (that's not a number either). But, Lola, I shall give you 2.3 undecillion points for taking care of YOU! Oh, and 5 million for Chickie just cause I love ya.

MKAC - My h fed my ducks this morning before I got up. I was pissed! lol. kidding, it was cute.

(((((((JERSEY GIRL)))))))))

I may sound happy, but I am really in a horrible state. I was really hurt at church today. Really hurt. I've been crying off and on for a couple of hours. Not hard, just tearing. I hate women. I especially hate women who think of their own big fat asses before they think of others. And I hate stupid fat assed women who don't look after their 13 yr old daughters. Honestly, I don't believe I deserve to be treated like I was. UGH. HURT. Did I mention I was hurt?

Its not addictive per se, but there is something so compulsive about having things you care about replied to by people you relate to...

It pushes every one of my impulsive and compulsive instincts sometimes, and I understand the "it would be better for me to stay away," but in your case, Mastodon... don't

oh...and I have officially cracked open the chia juice and vodka. Wikitinis for all.

What happened, Wikid? Want to talk about it?