The Couch - Welcome to the Psychedelic 70's

Snow Snow everywhere, where I am

Do you have a family doctor who could prescribe for you? Or any kind of doc... Gynae? Could your T find someone you could afford? Or do they have clinics for those without insurance? I'm sorry if this is a stupid idea, I am not totally sure how it works in the US. It seems crazy that you can't get the meds that would help. I have anxiety too and I know how horrid it is when you are completely overwhelmed with it. Otherwise something herbal is a good idea. In the UK there is a herbal supplement called Kalms that is good, don't know what you have over there. Valerian, hops and passionflower are all good herbs for anxiety I believe. Sending lots of hugs

Granite, I hope it went OK with your T and you are happy about going back

Healed, i would definitely see if you can change to another day as your T seems to have issues with Fridays.

Wow...I laid on the couch after my last post and fell asleep and just woke up. Guess I was tired. Or getting sick again. I woke up congested, coughing, and with a sinus headache. Guess I caught a cold from one of the little darlings at school last week while my immune system was down due to the other crap I had.

May need to run out and get cold and sinus meds. They normally work when I feel like this. I hate being sick.

Well I need to go pull do something fast out of the freezer to cook for dinner so I can take my AP.

Grandma just called to apologize for being sick on my birthday and not able to go out to dinner with my mom and me. She wants to take me out to Chili's on Thursday. She said she had a gift card for there that she wouldn't use otherwise. Yes, it wi be a little too soon to eat there again as I just ate there on Sunday, but I'll live.

Off to find something to eat.

Wanting to send Madame T a postcard saying
YOU STUPID BETCH!

Jerz and I talked about all of that when her H was fired and lost insurance last year. She's got good herbs.
Jerz...you could pay better attention to nutrition. Less soda, more spinach and that sort of thing.
Tell your H to get off his A S S and get O N the insurance, or there will be a couch bus trip to NJ to rip of his head and spit down his neck.
Me too. Hi MKAC!!!
And...what's holding you back?

Heated up s frozen cheeseburger. It just came out of the microwave and is scorching hot. Guess I cooked it too long. Letting it cool so I don't burn my tongue when I bite into it.

(((granite)))
I have to log off...back later. You are not a wimp. Most of us would have caved, I'm sure. That's why I quit by email with the last line saying "I hereby request that you not email, text or phone me". He did respond with a "message received".

Good manners.

I don't think my culture has a socially acceptable way to convey hatred.

Granite,...like the others, I'm ready to listen about your session whenever your ready to talk about it.

Thank you all for the advice....I got all the herbs...I'm gonna call around to a few GPs tomorrow and find out how much an office visit is...and see if they can prescribe something.

thanks guys I working on a new post about it . reading it seems quite boring but it was so intense for me to sit through. ill finish it soon thank you for sitting here with me .I have called the other T I had the appointments with and actually explained some and they both were OK with it and said that I could call to make an appointment again if needed . I'm glad I am leaving my options opened

Did mr t hypnotize you into hating mme t??

Nope. I'm hoping he can hypnotise me OUT of it.

IDEA:

Since what has happened between me and Madame T is effectively a divorce, I should see a divorce counselor. Mr T specialises in children and Aspergics, so I'll need to look elsewhere.

I thought you wanted an aspergic specialist.

Yup. Got one.

I will discuss my idea with Mr T, and if I go ahead I shall interleave the sessions.

I wish you could write one post about yourself that you don't put yourself down Boring would be the LAST thing on my mind when I read your posts.

I've invented a new word: forthwrong. For people who are forthright without being right.

So I sign on this morning and see the couch on page 2. Just want to fix that.

Carry on.

??? huh???

It is so cold out most schools have closed today.. I am more than ready for spring. We have had a harsh winter so far!

we only got about an inch of snow today .thank goodness .im still staying in and hanging in my craft room making cards and so on. what my old T from years ago would call slipper time. time to just recover and not worry about things . im going to try hard for that .

omg that can never happen thanks for the rescue

Nevermind.. I get it, lol!!

thanks for all the support from everyone the last week .its been hard . and thanks for not thinking I am weak for not just walking away.i was king of feeling like that . it was like I went in there all spiteful and spitfire . and some how came out feeling like what the heck just happened to the plan . I hope that she meant all that she said .that she cares about me and will be there with me and says that I can get through this .