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#326
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For the first time ever in our time together, T asked me how I felt about something. At the moment, I was about to maybe finally access a feeling (sadness) but it disappeared as I smirked and said, I can't believe you just asked me that. She at least had the decency to blush.
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#327
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Am I mentally ill, or just a sane man having a normal reaction to a difficult job?
How can one tell?
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#328
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It's been over a month since I've seen a therapist. I should have gotten a call about the new referral two weeks ago but I haven't heard from them yet. I'm sort of losing the will to do things and I'm tired of everything. Getting up in the mornings is really difficult. Going to university is really difficult. Cleaning my room is really difficult. Cooking is really difficult. Answering emails is really difficult. Writing this is really difficult. Talking to people is really difficult. Being around people is really difficult. Studying is really difficult. Everything is so difficult. I'm utterly depressed. I even cried yesterday night (and I hardly ever cry). The only good things that has happened recently is that my assessment has started.
"I always say that the opposite of depression is not happiness but vitality, and that depression has to do with finding all of life completely overwhelming. It's a poverty of the English language that we only have that one word, depression, that's used to describe how a little kid feels when it rains on the day of his baseball game, and it's also used to describe why people spend their lives in mental hospitals and end up killing themselves. But clinical depression really has to do with the feeling that you can't do anything, that everything is unbelievably difficult, that life is completely terrifying, and a feeling of this free-floating despair, which is overpowering and horrifying." - Andrew Solomon I'm a prisoner in my own mind and not having anyone to talk to about all of this is starting to tear me down. Sorry for whining/complaining. Hope you're well, neutrino |
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#329
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working on feeling good. I am going scrapbooking now to get my mind off of this last month. I realized that I have not been going to my gatherings for one reason or other . I need a head break lol
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#330
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Granite...have fun scrap booking.
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#331
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In th hospital...not psych, medical...don't ask, it's personal. They sent a t n because I've been "stressed". They did tell him I'm t proof. What ever, 5 min talk no biggie. So why am I still crying an hour later? I'm like "Shane, Shane come back Shane!"
(Old movie reference) Why am I so pathetic?
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#332
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In th hospital...not psych, medical...don't ask, it's personal. They sent a t n because I've been "stressed". They did tell him I'm t proof. What ever, 5 min talk no biggie. So why am I still crying an hour later? I'm like "Shane, Shane come back Shane!"
(Old movie reference) Why am I so pathetic?
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never mind... |
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#333
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Wikid - good to hear from you. I know the movie quote but I have never seen the movie.
If it means you might like to talk to their therapist more, may I gently suggest just tell them to get the therapist back to you?
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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#334
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Hey Wiki... thanks for checking in.
![]() ![]() ![]() I don't think the tears are pathetic. like SD said... if its helpful to talk to someone than ask for him to come back... Maybe you aren't so T proof as you think... ![]() |
#335
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A good day so far but we will have to see what the rest of the day brings.
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#336
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Wikid, thinking of you. I hope so much that you start feeling better physically and emotionally. Asking them to send the T back does not make you weak, just as crying DOES NOT make you pathetic. You have a lot going on.
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#337
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First world problem - my avocado was not ripe and eating a crunchy one is a pain.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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#338
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Quote:
![]() But here's a first world solution: microwave.
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
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#339
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I did not know you could ripen an avocado in the microwave. I have put the others in a brown bag.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
#340
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Not ripen. Cook. At least it wouldn't be crunchy.
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
#341
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For my post-therapy hangover days, I taught a pretty lame class in front of my supervisor and get my evaluation tomorrow. ![]() |
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#342
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Tired from doing a lot of work today.
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#343
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Wiki, big hugs to you! Crying sometimes just has to happen, a cleansing of the ducts and nasal passages. If 5 minute T can help, I say bring them back. You are a strong women who carries a lot on her shoulders , it's nice to alleviate some of that weight by talking to someone else. Missing you, glad you checked in with us. Sending you good vibes
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#344
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I must have read this 6 times and was thinking... What kind of WORD problem is that?
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My first word problem was that I cannot spell and made several attempts before I got avocado done correctly.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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#346
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coolwhip?
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#347
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Howdy, Lola!
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"You decide every moment of every day who you are and what you believe in. You get a second chance, every second." "You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be!" - J.K. Rowling. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. |
#348
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hey Healed... how are ya?
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#349
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tomorrow is my first appt with a possible new T... Feeling rather ambivilent about it
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#350
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I'm ok.. Packing up for spring break. Hoping that I will get excited about it soon!
How are you! GL with the new t prospect tomorrow RTS!
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"You decide every moment of every day who you are and what you believe in. You get a second chance, every second." "You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be!" - J.K. Rowling. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. |
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