Couch 83: In a world where...

Dec 31, 2014, 08:54 PM

Oops, sorry, didn't mean to kill the couch.

Dec 31, 2014, 08:56 PM

You didn't kill the couch I was doing an online quix and getting ready to go out shopping. I'll log back in when I get home.

Dec 31, 2014, 08:58 PM

Guess my head's just in a weird place after my session this evening....

NowhereUSA · Dec 31, 2014, 09:12 PM

Anyone play Dragon Age? I just finished my first play through of Inquisition

About to start another one for the New Year

Dec 31, 2014, 09:31 PM

Never heard of it. Is it like Skyrim?

Dec 31, 2014, 10:22 PM

I have returned from shopping...Let the festivities BEGIN! *regal clapping to summon whoever it is that is summoned on these occasions.

Dec 31, 2014, 10:32 PM

Will there be cool whip?

Dec 31, 2014, 10:33 PM

Dear h. You don't rule our bed. When I'm tired I will go there. I am not afraid of standing up to u.

Dec 31, 2014, 10:43 PM

I hate being alive. So much looking forward to my mother's inquest, when exactly do I get to grieve? Oh? Never? Oh, OK.

ThingWithFeathers · Dec 31, 2014, 10:47 PM

Fractured my big toe - not too painful, but surprisingly debilitating. I like my home, but three weeks! Might join the couch for a bit

Dec 31, 2014, 11:01 PM

Ouch!! I'm sure there's an ottoman around here someplace you can prop your foot up on!

Dec 31, 2014, 11:02 PM

I need to go to bed, but my head's absolutely a-swirl with thoughts from talking with t earlier. We were just absolutely all over the place in my session today.

Dec 31, 2014, 11:07 PM

I really want to capture this feeling in clay to show T, but I just can't give myself permission to doit as I might find some enjoyment. I haven't been able to give myself permission the last couple off times either.

RTerroni · Jan 01, 2015, 12:09 AM

Happy New Year all.

Can't believe we are already on Couch 83, I was born in 1983 BTW

LolaCabanna · Jan 01, 2015, 12:17 AM

Happy New Year all, may 2015 be filled with happiness, love, prosperity and peace for all!

catonyx · Jan 01, 2015, 01:13 AM

In bed by 11... Hoping to be asleep soon. Heck, if it was socially acceptable to go to bed at 8 and leave the guests to entertain themselves I would have. Haha.

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Jan 01, 2015, 01:22 AM

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Originally Posted by LolaCabanna

Happy New Year all, may 2015 be filled with happiness, love, prosperity and peace for all!

Happy New Year Lola! Miss you!

LolaCabanna · Jan 01, 2015, 01:37 AM

I miss yall too but it's hard to be here and not be actively in T. Sometimes sleeping dogs are better left sleeping and for me right now that is the way to maintain. Wishing you all the best in 2015!

CantExplain · 03:34 AM

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Originally Posted by Mastodon

People have already started setting of things that go "bang".

Dunno if it is fireworks or firecrackers. It's only 5.15pm.

O well. Happy end (that's an approximate translation of a Swedish expression used only on NYE.) and Happy New Year to CE and BPA and other people who are already in 2015.

Interesting. In this instance, Swedes look back, not forward.

CantExplain · Jan 01, 2015, 03:18 AM

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Originally Posted by Ford Puma

I do not get why folks like crackers/fireworks myself. I am easily startled and the sound of one can make me jump literally out of my chair.
They are supposed to be outlawed in Ireland for the public and only council offices can authorize their use by professionals. Yet the still find their way around from dodgy guys on street corners... and folks go and buy them!!!

Anyway.. all the best to everyone for the new year and may each day bring sparkles of dust form the dim light morning sky.

Gun running is a great Irish tradition.

CantExplain · Jan 01, 2015, 03:23 AM

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Originally Posted by 8888an8888

I'm in hospital for nye

not that i would really do anything for it anyway but i just feel that this has been the absolute worst year of my life.

~TRIGGER WARNING~

i've tried to end my life three times this year. I've self harmed, lost best friends, isolated, become debilitatingly (a word?) depressed. I've lost the ability to go out and do normal things. I've been restrained by police after a suicide attempt and carted off to two hospital visits. I have seen endless psychologists, mental health workers, psychiatrists. I have fallen into a gigantic dark hole and it is consuming me.
And now at the end of the year when im supposed to be enjoying myself... This is happening. Christmas was ruined. My birthday was awful. I lost my relationship with half my family after disclosing CSA and was accused of being a psychotic, pathological liar. I just have no idea how i am going to carry on.

((8888an8888))

How awful!
I hope they find a medication that works for you.
Even more, I hope that someone is standing by you.
Good luck!

CantExplain · Jan 01, 2015, 03:29 AM

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Originally Posted by artemis-within

Although she said something about "psychological death" which I chose not to pursue at this time.

"Psychological death" is when someone is so non-functional towards you that you no longer think of them as human. You grieve about them as if they were really dead.