'85: "We Are The (Couch) World..."

Sorry to hear that BPA. I have had moments this week of "what's the point".

I'm struggling to keep moving, trying to find the next thing. I hope new opportunities present themselves to you.

CE it was last calendar year, redundant story-telling is a sign of losing one's mind, isn't it? Hard to say "Stop me if you've heard this one" on a message board. Sorry!

Had T today, sucked, did homework tonight, sucked, had a friend over for dinner, sucked less but still sucked.

I'm so sleep deprived I think I've depleted all my reserves. Makes for one grumpy SM and a large unhappy family.

PT tomorrow also going to suck, hurt the knee yesterday afternoon, when will my stupid brain REMEMBER that it HURTS to do this or that????

Oh good night couchies! Feeling punch drunk and probably not making a lick of sense. See y'all on the flip side!

Well here goes. I worked out today. I only had fruit as a snack before bed. No junk. Even though my husband sat 4 feet away from me eating chips and dip.

Hoping I can stick with it...

You let some of it out and replace with hot water. It is a pretty wasteful strategy though, so it's just as well I don't have a bathtub...

My wife says she follows your strategy. But be careful not to slip, or you'll splash your book.

BPA, I'm sorry to hear about the tattoo place people.

I was so looking forward to it.

I am taking an early bus today in the hope of meeting T on his way to his office. I think that is kind of pathetic.

...and I did meet him, and he smiled and said hello like he always does. I feel a little better now.

If I could do the same, I would too Mast!

I've just had a tutorial with a student who has come such a long way since we first started meeting. It makes me feel like I've done something good with my life after all. (She is the one who has been working hard, of course - but I like to think that I have been some kind of positive force.)

mast am sure you were a great positive force .teachers who care and are willing to put the time in usually are. that girl was lucky to have you around and as far as meeting your T .isn't it great to affirm that they are still around and that the world is still ok

Good morning/afternoon/midnight/tomorrow (whatever zone you're in)

I have an early appt. Then work, then picking up the niece...so busy day.
Meanwhile Mr. Weatherman is telling me flurries today, then 4-6 inches tonight..
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

There is no place to put this CRAP. We've got almost 4 feet on the ground already.
And it's f'ing COLD. Way Cold. like 8° F. (that's -13° C for the rest of the world)
Yikes.

Not weird. Everyone has their "things" that bug them or make them comfy. I play with my hair. My short little crop.
I hope Mr. T is helping so much more.
Awww...thanks. Missed you too BPA. Sorry about the tattoo thing. Hoping you find something quick.

Before I leave...

That is what I refer to as snot freezing cold.

-21 where I am. It is supposed to warm up this weekend. Yay!

morning everyone. so my T completely understood why I did what I did that kind of blew up part of my life. and again I am reminded I have good people in my life. I still feels good to have some of the people who were killing my spirit out of my life

Glad to hear it!

Trying to get baby girl back to sleep. It's been an hour. She just keeps making noise and playing. I'm so tired. My toddler will be up in an hour so my sleep time is getting smaller by the minute.

I can't wait until she sleeps through the night. I'm desperate for a solid nights sleep.

I am going scrapbooking in 1/2 hour and I am not even out of my PJs nedd to get inspired

Just had the new pharmacist lecture me about the dangers of pain meds.

I take really strong pain meds regularly. Been on them for over a year. I need them.
Yea, maybe I am addicted. Maybe I like them. But regardless, I need them.

After her lecture I noticed a pack of ciggys hanging out of her jacket pocket. I pointed to them and said "those things are worse". Seriously, where does one addict get off lecturing the other? My doc rx's them, she's the one who can lecture me about them.

Omg. I woulda been all watch who youre talkin to little girl. I hope you get an apology from her next time you see her. If this was in public, i would complain to her boss that she overstepped. Or just phone her back and make the b!tch cry.

Sorry - guess we know who woke up Cranky this morning.

Don't give up, you'll find something else.

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Guys- I am trying so hard to hang on to the good place that I have been in for a couple of weeks.. It is SOOOO hard. I kind of reacted out of impulse last night, to cope and it wasn't a great way to cope.

But I am trying to hold on to the words that T actually just posted on his office's FB.. Just because something feels true, it does not make it true. He was referring to something in the news, but it relates to me right now. I feel guilty, I feel like things are my fault, I feel like a bad mom, etc... but it doesn't mean that they are all true. I think I can believe it.

I was thinking about emailing T and letting him know that I am struggling- but it is so much harder to admit that I am struggling when I have been doing well for so long and after t has praised me for all the good work that I am doing!

(((Healed)))
Reaching out when you need some support is good work too.

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