Couch 142 - Pope Hyginus' Final Resting Place (~Something in Latin~)

Legend has it people used to stop my mom on the street to take pictures of me at that age because I looked exactly like them

I don't anymore...

I need to keep it together. Almost every other patient in the office is either super pregnant or has a newborn baby with them. I'm shaking, nearly on the verge of tears.

We're sittin with ya

((Daisy))

*hands Daisy a fascinating magazine so that you can be absorbed in an article until they call you back.

Afternoon, couch.

I am such a horrible adult. I am still procrastinating on my assignment/project due on Monday and on cleaning my pigsty of a room. Very irresponsible.

In other news I got to drive home in a complete downpour from C's. It was sprinkling when I was walking out to my car after leaving his house, then poured down cats and dogs all the minute I was shutting my door and all the way till I was pulling onto my street. I hate the rain. We need it, but I still hate it. Especially driving in it. I made it home though. *eh*

I was beat when I got home and took a nap and just woke up a little bit ago and caught up on the couch. Now to change in a little bit and get to CVS for my evening shift.

*omg* I just put pressure on my breasts to adjust my bra and lactated. I did that after taking Risperdal pills for a after about 3 or 4 years, so pdoc switched me to Latuda pills which were making me puke no matter how much I ate with them. So we switched to Invega pills for a bit, until I became non-compliant and went on shots. Now I have been on shots for 3 years and am lactating again. Invega is related to Risperdal though. Looks like I will be bringing it up to pdoc when I see him next week. Wonder what our options are as lactating mean the meds are messing with my hormones, but changing to something else may take a bit to become active in my system. Great here come the hallucinations. Well...I lost my insurance that covered the Invega anyways, so maybe it is a good thing side effects have appeared.

Well...time to change and head to CVS...work till 10 tonight.

Thanks for the support all

Good news, though! The doctor was impressed that I was still losing weight even after stopping the medication he put me on. So he finally prescribed the first round of fertility medication! As long as there are no complications, I should start taking it next week.

I accidentally fell asleep and dreamt that the nuclear apolcalypse happened and Bernie Sanders and I were the only survivors.

I felt the Bern pretty hard but he was a big liability, because he was pretty close to one of the bomb epicenters and the radiation messed with his dna so that he could only breathe helium. Listening to his yammering helium-voice was tiresome. We also had to be constantly raiding old party supply shops to keep up his helium stash and we rigged him up a sort of moon-suit so as not to expose him to oxygen, and that was a lot of work.

I was sad when he finally died but mostly it was a great burden lifted from my shoulders. I wonder if this has anything to do with the goat lady?

Squirrel lactating is from too much prolactin. I had the same problem. If your doctor is willing you can take metformin and it reverses the increased prolactin side effect. Abilify also does the same reversing of prolactin

I had actually lost my period for months because of invega but I started taking metformin but now my prolactin is fine

There are reseArch studies on this just Google increased prolactin from risperdal/invega and reversing it with metformin and abilify

Have had an okay day just chilling on the couch with my mom right now. And Toby

I wish I could just chill with anyone. I always feel I have to entertain people and be smart and funny.

(((Anais))) maybe that explains the bern!! What a great dream, kinda!

The website isn't letting me hug people. I press hug it reloads and no hugs appear even from other users.

I put my cat on the kitchen table. My mom said get him off that's making me nervous. You shouldn't put him up there

I said he's never been up here!

She said take him off he doesn't even know what's going on

It made me laugh cos Toby did look pretty confused

Good thing you ARE smart and funny. I am still chuckling over that thing you did a couple of pages ago.

Eta - for which i thanked you, and im hugging you now!!!

What thing?

(((((BCM)))))

Poor Toby. Has just not been on the table of his own doing?

Fwiw i've never been on my kitchen table either so regarding the confusion, I can relate

As I was typing "what thing" I was saying it in a Seinfeld voice in my head. I hate that guy.

When i was telling about the sesame street cookie art museum, and anais said "nude descending a cookie" and you said, "That just sounds wrong." omg hilarious

I forgot about that.

But still I wish I could just sit with someone and be silent. I think I always hate the inevitable question "what are you thinking about?" The resonance of monkeys is not an acceptable answer I have found. People think I would really want to shake monkeys.

No he's never jumped up there I wonder if he'll start now