The Couch 148: Boby

jeez i'ma have grown so much before i see t again she might not even recognize me.

We're all growing in different and interesting ways. Boundaries are something that I need to work on as well. But I think RoboT and I would agree that developing some kind of positive self image would come first.

I'm actually not supposed to walk around barefoot. Ever. My feet are all kinds of messed up. I was a barefoot house until then. Now I just Mr. Rogers and change into my "inside shoes" when I get home.

I grew up in a "shoes inside" house but as an adult I am a "take off your shoes as soon as you enter" house. My mom rabidly complains about people who do this and gets super annoyed when I say "when in Rome..." she can't stand to let me or anyone else have a different way of doing things.

I take off my shoes in therapy because I curl up on the couch and it'd be rude to put my shoes on the couch.

T wears quite sensible shoes, which I whole heartedly endorse for people of all genders and ages. She dresses professionally, not too revealing. Except there was one skirt that had a zipper on it.

I think I need to go to urgent care. But I have rehearsals out of town all day tomorrow...

I've had this sharp pain in my upper left abdomen since Saturday. It used to only be painful after I ate a full meal. Then even if ai just had one mouthful. Now it's pretty much all day

Not now, please, oh my god

Its been over an hour since the mechanic said he'd send someone out "soon"

Idk if it's a digestive thing or a non-diagestive thing that gets irritated by my stomach expanding

If you check out Little River Band's facebook page, you can see me in a couple of the pics they posted from last night's concert. Purple shirt, 5th row, left side, big smile!

Take care of yourself, Anais. Hope it's not too serious!!

Me too

I don't have the $ for it to be serious

It's probably just worse right now because I'm panicking about it

Just in case it's digestive, try drinking water or something fizzy until you burp and then keep burping. That's what I do when I get a pain like that. I have poor digestion, made worse by stress, so unless I eat simple foods, I get that. This is at least something to try that doesn't cost anything or cause harm.

I would also go to urgent care.

My doctor's office suggests you call their office to leave a message for the doctor on call if you are unsure about whether you should go (or if you should go to urgent care vs ER). That can help you decide the $$ is necessary.

I don't have a doctor right now I know, it's bad.

I want to go now but the clinics are closed. I guess I will have to wait until tomorrow when my work is done. I really want to skip the morning rehearsal and just go to calm my nerves about it but it'll blow my budget to hell if I do that

I wish that you could go now to calm your nerves, anais. Please go as soon as you're able.

I hate different definitions of soon. Where i come from soon means within half an hour up here its more like whenever they feel like it. No wonder Brad and Ange took a plane to sydney just to get coffee, so they say

Guys It hasn't even been a day and I miss t and I'm worried he's gonna die

Hang in there, DNA!

I think I must needs go swim. Later couchies!

*I'm hungry.
*Bedtime is in 10 minutes.
*The little dog thinks there is food in my desk and keeps sniffing at the drawers.... she doesn't believe me when I tell her there is no food
*Session was 'good' (no other word will fit)
*Always awkward when your T's spouse comes at the end of your session, and she tries to keep us from seeing each other even though we know each other, she said she wouldn't let anyone EVER come into that office when I am there - known or not. So she called me client to him, even though he knows me... it was weird and I left confused, and I didn't get my hug because she ran out so quickly to head him off. It was weird.
*I'm not tired.
*ENT follow up tomorrow morning.
*I want to eat something that is in the fridge but alas I don't know what on earth my sister put in there while I was gone but it stinks and I don't want to open it and deal with it...

Ok, I will leave now.

Avoided the fridge and decided on this for dinner instead...

Sometimes those are the best dinners, Ellah. Glad your session was good, even though it sounded weird at the end.

Weird is an understatement... Lol

4 hours. it has been 4 hours now. He did have a callout but apparently he was finishing up and coming straight here. that was more than an hour ago. I am getting tired of ringing and i think I sound like i am whingeing..They came highly recommended

(Bcm)
Four hours is not soon at all