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#951
May 16, 2018, 07:28 PM
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T, I did not like this past week not seeing you twice. But I liked that you texted me that time out of the blue.
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#952
May 16, 2018, 08:21 PM
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i wish i was seeing you this week.
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| LonesomeTonight
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#953
May 16, 2018, 08:56 PM
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In your presentation you are just talking about internal family systems, right, not mentioning clients? In my wxperience the other psychs in this town are bigger weirdos than you they wont need much convincing
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| Lemoncake
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#954
May 16, 2018, 09:32 PM
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I think that I will be okay going to every other week this Summer, to maybe return to every week starting in the Fall, although not when you go away.
The thought terrifies me because what if I start every other week and I start having problems? |
| fille_folle, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight
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#955
May 17, 2018, 12:09 AM
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For the past month we've been doing twice a week sessions again. Last week you mentioned that I had a pattern. I would be very vulnerable on a tuesday then defensive and want to push you away on a thursday,because the weekend was coming up again. You're right- I can feel the restistence in me coming up. I want to test you, I want to get under your skin because I just don't want you to go.Four days feels like such a long time to child part 7, but oldest wants to call her stupid for getting so worked up about it.
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| LonesomeTonight, WarmFuzzySocks
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#956
May 17, 2018, 12:20 AM
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I swear this summer I will find a way to tell you all the things I have been holding back from you. Please be gentle with me. I'm sorry I've lied for so long.
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stay afraid, but do it anyway. |
| Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, WarmFuzzySocks
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#957
May 17, 2018, 12:26 AM
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I wish you could help.
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"Fantasy, abandoned by reason, produces impossible monsters; united with it, she is the mother of the arts and the origin of their marvels." - Francisco de Goya |
| atisketatasket, junkDNA, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, WarmFuzzySocks
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#958
May 17, 2018, 01:45 AM
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It is taking forever to cry myself to sleep tonight.
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| AllHeart, Argonautomobile, ElectricManatee, junkDNA, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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#959
May 17, 2018, 01:58 AM
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I really could do with you advice right now, I dunno what to say or how to say it?! I prob end up saying the wrong thing, supppse it's a learning curve.
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| atisketatasket, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight
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#960
May 17, 2018, 02:52 AM
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I checked my account today I have around £500 left. I didn't realize that I couldn't take money out of my regular saver account for a year, so whilst I have around 1k in savings I can't touch it. I wonder what you would think of this, that I'm feigning running out of money. I get £250 in June because of my grandmother but I still need to pay rent. Maybe now would be a good time to take a break?
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| atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight, unaluna
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#961
May 17, 2018, 05:01 AM
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I am afraid of staying too long and then being kicked out. I know it may not be rational, but it is a fear nonetheless.
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| atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight, WarmFuzzySocks
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#963
May 17, 2018, 08:07 AM
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I wish I could speak to you in full sentences, without having to kick the inner critic into touch every few words. It's good that you know what's going on, and can help me call the critic out, but I wish it weren't such a feature of our work together.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
| Anastasia~, atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight
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#964
May 17, 2018, 09:44 AM
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Don't lie to me giving these vague answers.
I mean nothing to you and you hate me. Now it's OBVIOUS And so painful I love you anyway and will miss you anyway. Dear T's wife and T's close ones Take care of him please You're the luckiest |
| Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight
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#967
May 17, 2018, 10:41 AM
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C,
I am so glad I have you... Thank you for not being angry at me for contacting S or for my feelings towards and about him. Thank you for being compassionate and caring and comforting - I was afraid. I know everything will be ok. Thank you |
| Anastasia~, atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight, WarmFuzzySocks
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#968
May 17, 2018, 10:46 AM
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I know I told you recently in an email that I would be scheduling a session with you soon but I have changed my mind.
Last night I had a dream that when I went in for my session you kept getting very close to me.You sat beside me and put your hand on mine.You kept 'accidentally purposely' touching me,brushing up against me,touching my arm,my leg,etc. I realize it was just a dream but it felt so real.I was so freaked out and so uncomfortable,but most of all I felt so betrayed.Especially since I have told you that you are the first male in my life that hasn't tried anything sexual with me. I also realize that it was a thread at PC that caused the dream,but still,it has left me feeling like I cannot trust you and you will betray me and I am back to the beginning again on this.And I can not and will not be in for a session anytime soon. |
| Anastasia~, atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight
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#969
May 17, 2018, 10:53 AM
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Hmm maybe karma is a thing after all. Tell you all about soon
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| Anastasia~, atisketatasket
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#970
May 17, 2018, 10:58 AM
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I think maybe I am as ready as I'll ever be.
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| Anastasia~, atisketatasket
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#971
May 17, 2018, 11:07 AM
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Hee hee t. Have fun tonight!
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#972
May 17, 2018, 11:48 AM
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T2,
Still no mail. Not even about the appointment, which is no for sure not going to happen this week. Now I've a whole week without therapy. Thank you. It's Obvious I'm not of any importance to you. I should quit. I know it better. But also so scary. |
| Anastasia~, atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight
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#973
May 17, 2018, 12:20 PM
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i guess you magically didn’t get any cancellations
 It’s alright, but Monday is going to suck so bad bc i will be extremely nervous. probably near the same level as when i was in the hospital for the kidney stone.
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| Anastasia~, atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight
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#974
May 17, 2018, 12:28 PM
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the best often die by their own hand
just to get away, and those left behind can never quite understand why anybody would ever want to get away from them by Charles Bukowski
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#975
May 17, 2018, 01:55 PM
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Thank you for sending the follow up email after session.
" I often feel like you are my teacher. " That part made me laugh though. Last edited by Lemoncake; May 17, 2018 at 02:34 PM. |
| Anastasia~, atisketatasket
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