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#76
Mar 03, 2019, 06:36 AM
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To be fair I don't know wtf I'd be saying to R at this point either.
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 LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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#77
Mar 03, 2019, 06:43 AM
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Living things don’t all require/ light in the same degree. Louise Gluck |
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#78
Mar 03, 2019, 06:44 AM
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I really f***ing miss him though.
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| LonesomeTonight, LostOnTheTrail, RaineD, SlumberKitty
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#79
Mar 03, 2019, 07:08 AM
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Please help me tell you the truth about Friday. I feel completely conflicted over it.
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| LonesomeTonight, lucozader, SlumberKitty
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#80
Mar 03, 2019, 07:25 AM
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I just don't know what to do anymore. I just don't know.
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| LonesomeTonight, lucozader, SlumberKitty
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#81
Mar 03, 2019, 07:41 AM
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Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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| captgut, Echos Myron redux, ElectricManatee, LabRat27, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, LostOnTheTrail, Out There, SlumberKitty, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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#82
Mar 03, 2019, 11:56 AM
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The Critic's being a **** today. I want to reach out, but seeing as neither of us understood why I was reaching out last time, that pretty much put me off.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
| ElectricManatee, Elio, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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#83
Mar 03, 2019, 12:28 PM
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I don’t want to see you tomorrow.
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| Elio, SlumberKitty
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#84
Mar 03, 2019, 12:52 PM
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hi
hAppy birthday
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| SlumberKitty
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#85
Mar 03, 2019, 12:52 PM
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| SlumberKitty
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#86
Mar 03, 2019, 01:11 PM
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Who are you again?
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| Elio, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, Out There, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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#87
Mar 03, 2019, 02:53 PM
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I have this tape playing in my head over and over from the other day. "You're my wild card, daisy. I know that you can do everything and do it well, but I'm worried about you. You're not the same person this year that I've known."
He's right, L. I'm a shell of the person I once was. I am in a situation where I should feel nothing but joy and blessings. Yet I'm crying alone, mourning the version of myself that is gone and may never come back.
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| Elio, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, Out There, piggy momma, SlumberKitty, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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#88
Mar 03, 2019, 03:00 PM
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#89
Mar 03, 2019, 06:16 PM
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I really hate seeing baby T. I'd rather see you. I get so depressed walking in there, so annoyed telling him things that you should know instead.
I hope your new life is worth leaving all the clients that you had.
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| Elio, piggy momma, SlumberKitty
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#90
Mar 03, 2019, 06:36 PM
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I have so much to tell you, but I feel like I can’t tell you any of it. I know I’ve texted some of it to you, but I don’t want to talk about it. You’re just going to get angry with me again.
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| Elio, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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#91
Mar 03, 2019, 08:53 PM
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Thoughts of you not being safe are starting to float through my mind again. Maybe I should email. But what if it goes badly? I'm so scared that Monday will go badly.
I think I need some major time consistency and some slowing down right now. |
| atisketatasket, ElectricManatee, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, Out There, sadveiledbride, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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#92
Mar 03, 2019, 09:13 PM
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Dear T,
Today I had issues with an acquaintance and it's stressing me out. Also, I'm still worried about my best friend. I feel I should be able to handle this stuff on my own but it's hard. Wish you were here so I could talk about it. Is it Thursday yet? -Butterfly |
| atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight, Out There, sadveiledbride, SlumberKitty
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#93
Mar 03, 2019, 09:52 PM
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hi T. i hope you visit me on tuesday.
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| atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight, Out There, SlumberKitty
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#94
Mar 03, 2019, 11:01 PM
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Well, that was an unexpected ten-day break. Maybe we can get back on track just in time for the next unpleasant break. See you tomorrow? I guess?
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| atisketatasket, Echos Myron redux, LonesomeTonight, Out There, SlumberKitty
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#95
Mar 04, 2019, 12:55 AM
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I tried to look at your text from last week to make myself feel better. You say "you deserve to take care of yourself" but when I actually meet that goal I feel so icky, mentally and physically.
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| LonesomeTonight, Out There, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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#96
Mar 04, 2019, 01:46 AM
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were you saying i am wasting your time? when you said its not a good use of your time.
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| captgut, LonesomeTonight, Out There, SlumberKitty
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#97
Mar 04, 2019, 03:07 AM
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#98
Mar 04, 2019, 08:43 AM
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#99
Mar 04, 2019, 08:53 AM
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So I am suppose to try to be aware of the different emotions I have over the week and how I handle them. I really dont want to bring up how I suddenly had a huge wave of emotion over losing T or the realization of how much I like you and and scared I might be be coming attached. Those are the biggies. Can stick with feeling of sadness over hubby's godfather passing suddenly in his sleep.
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| LonesomeTonight, Out There, SlumberKitty
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#100
Mar 04, 2019, 09:29 AM
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I could really use ur support
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| LonesomeTonight, Out There, SlumberKitty
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