isolation

i'm going to just build a little room, not even a castle, and make good thick walls... stone ones. It'll be on a tiny island, large moat. i am going to stay there for a while. Self isolation.

No boats, no ladders, ropes or any devices of any kind to cross over. No door to room, bars on the tiny tiny window and on the small window in the stone roof. Very little light. Just me and maybe i can find some safe object to keep with me.

there isn't a way in or out.

i wont be here 'cause i'll be there. i'm staying there until i feel safe.

(((((((( MzJelloFluff ))))))))

I know what is like to need a safe place to retreat to. Try and make your 'safe place' somewhere that appeals to you, not a place to be punished, a nice comforting safe place.

Sorry you feel so unsafe MzJello.

((((((((((hands MzJello a pillow, blanket, and stuffy))))))))))))
kiya

:::uses her special RAY gun to penetrate the walls and hang out with Fluffy:::

Ahhhhhhhhh. No, this is more like it . . .

awww... you guys are so sweet.

i'm sorry. i %#@&#! up. had a really bad time and %#@&#! up.

you know whats funny? i (honest to god) used to think that i couldn't be a perfectionist because i never got anything perfect. i know i know.

i'm not perfect.(pink, i think i'll mark this down)

i've got a really crappy life and it's been hard for a long long time. i cant be perfect.

i dont feel 100% safe right now.. but i'm feeling a little better. Session with T helped.