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Old Oct 08, 2019, 10:08 AM
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Anything you would like to say to your therapist, big or small... post it here.
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Old Oct 08, 2019, 11:58 AM
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Thank you for answering the phone call last njght! Still in a low space, and can't feel anything, don't want to study, which is a problem. Why???? Why do I have to be so low??
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Old Oct 08, 2019, 12:24 PM
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You know , the worst part is that to me, my whole world Is breaking down. Just ... devastated right now. I left work and didnt tell anyone. I'm not safe

But to you....its so insignificant . A mild annoyance, like swatting a fly out of your face .

You will never know the depths of my grief. My greif about YOU. About the last decade of therapy with YOU

well, is this finally it . You were so different 2 months ago. So compassionate and caring, you were THERE. Now ? It's a 180° turn again . I should have expected this. You turn from hot to cold so much

I am confused by this convoluted relationship.

I hope to have the strength to just not go back

I dont even want closure . Because I know this means nothing to you. That I'm just a desperate piece of **** , an annoying fly In your face.

God theres so many memories. What do I do with them all?....
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Old Oct 08, 2019, 12:25 PM
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I see you have updated your LinkedIn profile. What a hoot. "Experience and understanding of working with ... " Oh my sides. "Experience of winging it" is more accurate.
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Old Oct 08, 2019, 02:01 PM
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Actually I am mad at you. I can't even like your stupid picture cause we're not friends on facebook, ( you have that other girl who gave you a review on your list)

Therapy is stupid.

My brain is effed and I only have two days left until friday.

But I know if I did email you, you would still reply despite being away. I just hate being so weak in this need for you.
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Old Oct 08, 2019, 02:13 PM
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For a couple of months your profile on PT said your practice was completely full. Now it does not say that. I wonder if it is the normal coming and goings of therapy clients or is something else going on. Why does it matter to me??
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Old Oct 08, 2019, 02:13 PM
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I still might have seen that as positive if you hadn't done something so stupid , thoughtless and hurtful. Idiot.
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Old Oct 08, 2019, 03:03 PM
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You know , the worst part is that to me, my whole world Is breaking down. Just ... devastated right now. I left work and didnt tell anyone. I'm not safe

But to you....its so insignificant . A mild annoyance, like swatting a fly out of your face .

You will never know the depths of my grief. My greif about YOU. About the last decade of therapy with YOU

well, is this finally it . You were so different 2 months ago. So compassionate and caring, you were THERE. Now ? It's a 180° turn again . I should have expected this. You turn from hot to cold so much

I am confused by this convoluted relationship.

I hope to have the strength to just not go back

I dont even want closure . Because I know this means nothing to you. That I'm just a desperate piece of **** , an annoying fly In your face.

God theres so many memories. What do I do with them all?....
What’s going on with you and your t?
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Old Oct 08, 2019, 10:31 PM
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I know you care but I don't. I don't want to tell you everything.....
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I hope in less than 48 hours something changes. That is when I'll see you again. And I hope pdoc can do something to actually help.
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 06:04 AM
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Ho hum exam on friday.
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 07:59 AM
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 11:43 AM
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I'm sorry but I'm still going to cancel our next session- despite you answering my email.

I don't need anymore therapy.
I don't need anymore therapy.
I don't need anymore therapy.
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 12:06 PM
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What’s going on with you and your t?
Its possibly the end of my decade long psychotherapy with my therapist (we shall see tomorrow.... )

Or

It's just another elaborate paranoid delusion my brain has crafted for me ...... again.

But I guess we will see tomorrow

Of course I am going back. Of course .
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 12:30 PM
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Are you gonna reply to that email from yesterday? I kind of want to know if this is done or you’re still suggesting we talk about a solution..
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 03:14 PM
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I want to hear from you!! I don't know if taking the time off will be effective.
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 04:51 PM
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Argh I feel so sad. So much left unsaid. So much I need to know but don't know if I want to know. If what I suspect is true, I wonder why you want to communicate it to me? Is it conscious? It must be, right?
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 05:00 PM
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Dear T: I have no idea what to talk about tonight. I'd really rather just go home and sleep but I don't want to pay for a missed session so I'll show up. Maybe we'll just talk about work.
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 05:19 PM
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Its possibly the end of my decade long psychotherapy with my therapist (we shall see tomorrow.... )

Or

It's just another elaborate paranoid delusion my brain has crafted for me ...... again.

But I guess we will see tomorrow

Of course I am going back. Of course .
I hope all is ok. Hugs
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 06:37 PM
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I for real need you to reply. I had mentally prepared myself to not be able to go to therapy for a while, but then you suggested maybe we could talk to figure something out. And now you’re now responding.. so I have no idea what’s going on. I’m fine either way, but I just need to know, because not knowing is making me feel like s***.
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 07:46 PM
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I was driving when you called... and I answered but didnt' say how I was.

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Old Oct 09, 2019, 10:33 PM
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looking forward to seeing you tomorrow. been just about a month.
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Old Oct 09, 2019, 11:51 PM
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I'm so nervous to speak to you. I hope I can sleep. But as pdoc said to take the antianxiety med, hopefully that will help
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Old Oct 10, 2019, 06:44 AM
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Old Oct 10, 2019, 07:16 AM
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Old Oct 10, 2019, 07:25 AM
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You put a "kiss": 'x' at the end of your email. You've never done that before. At what point do we actually call off this therapy thing and just admit that we are friends?

(I am not being entirely serious with that last sentence btw)
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