[JALLLL]

I have this strange liking when I am in relationships. I like it when my girlfriends cheat on me, and/or finds other guys more physically desirable. I have 24 hour Endorphine rushes thinking about it when it actually happens. I have been cheated on a couple of times and it didn't bother me at all. Instead I found it to be a turn on. Is this normal, or is there something wrong with me? And no I am not gay or bi. I am 100 percent hetersexual. And yes I am aware of the risk of HIV which could be a problem here.

Jim

[curlyq]

Maybe it's a reaction formation sort of defense mechanism. It could be a way to protect you from the hurt. Also you are right about worrying about safe sex. Hope you used protection. Take care.

<font color=blue>Peace to you.
CQ</font color=blue>

<font color=red>"The worst sin toward our fellow creatures is not to hate them, but to be indifferent to them: that's the essense of inhumanity." George Bernard Shaw (1856 - 1950), "The Devil's Disciple" (1901), act II.</font color=red>

[lilcoop]

Maybe it is your way of not having to commit. These women cheat on you, so why would you commit to them? Do you let them know in the beginning of the relationship that you are "easy going" about loyalty? Do you also go outside the relationship? I have been cheated on, and it was the worst thing that ever happened to me. I hope someday you find someone that you would never want another man to touch. Good Luck