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People choose how anonymous they need or want to be.
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![]() What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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I also doubt I have traits that match either of these disorders, let alone have the disorder. No idea how they might relate. After almost two years, I see the person that interests me again every day. It is so strange now, having the person which you barely met now be in your life again. Like how the real person decoupled, or not, from the fantasy. She laughed about my joke today. It is surreal in some way. I hoped it would give me energy and make me feel upbeat. That would compensate, at least on the short term, for the desire and pain I feel. I hope this means that when she is gone for good for my life, something that seemed unbearable, will be bearable. |
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Well here Ilis something unsettling. After all this tall about this, I was semi cyber stalked this past evening.
I went to an artist networking event to promote my consulting business. I had friends this man through Facebook who was also a volunteer with the animal shelter that I'm a volunteer with, and, considering that we had some friends in common, I didn't think that much about it. So anyways, while I'm networking, this man comes up to me and introduces himself. He starts talking to me about animal rescue, and I'm trying to be polite but I'm there to network for my business, not socialize. So he's telling me about how he got divorced about a year ago and is trying to socialize and get out more. I'm still going, what the hell are you talking about, internally. Then he mentions that were FB friends, and I go, oh right, yes, I've seen your posts about fostering animals. Then he starts to bring up some of my posts about ptsd and depression, and I'm super uncomfortable at this point. The whole time he's staring at my chest (and I wasn't wearing a low cut shirt), he never makes eye contact. I am trying to steer the conversation to networking so I ask him if he's an artist (which is the only reason he'd come to this event) and he says no, he is just trying to get out to socialize more. And I'm thinking, this is not a socializing type of event. This is a networking event where artists are trying to talk to curators and other professionals to promote their work... So I ask him how he heard about the event, and he doesn't really answer. He finishes up our discussion by saying he might drop me a message via FB and see if I want to go out for a drink sometime, no pressure. I just say, oh, sure I'll think about it. Then he leaves. Doesn't talk to anyone else. If he's there to meet people, why only talk to me? I was super uncomfortable and irritated with the whole thing. Irritated because it took time out from me being able to network with potential clients. Then it dawns on me. This guy saw that I responded to the group's Facebook event as "going" and decided to come to this event to find me and talk to me. Holy ****, that's some stalker behavior. I feel bad but I blocked him on Facebook after that. I don't like being tailed to a professional event, someone bringing up my mental illness in a group full of potential clients, and staring at my chest the whole time. It was super creepy. I'm sure he's harmless, and perhaps just lacks social skills to understand that it's not acceptable to tail someone to a professional event in order to socialize with them. I don't know how other people would see that. I mean, it's not like he dropped me a line via FB saying, hey I'm coming tonight too, see you there! Which would have been totally appropriate. It was just super fishy to me that he came out to socialize, only talked to me and then left, and isnt involved in the arts in any way. I need to cull my friends list again. I so want to be trusting of people I meet through other friends, but I realized tonight that's my friends may not even know who their friends are. Seesaw
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![]() What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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Excuse my typos in the above post. Used my cell phone to write that.
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![]() What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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After spending a lot of time learning about what might be my illness, I think ocd and PTSD along with some of the personality disorders and even adhd, overlap in their symptoms a bit. I think of whatever it is I have like a cluster. The Cluster B personality. I hoped this would help you.
I had these epic crushes so much that I had a whole relationship with my imaginary version of that person in my own mind. Unlike you though, I did have some romantic involvement with them. Also I had plenty of real life romantic relationships with others. High sex drive.
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It was also the very personal nature of his discussion while I'm trying to professionally network. I try not to judge people on their looks. As an artist myself, I find merit in the sculpture of lots of different body types. I also like the way a person makes me feel, if they carry on good conversation, and I feel safe with them. This did not feel safe. And I've gone on plenty of planned dates with cute guys who stare at my chest and I don't go out with them a second time either. It has nothing to do with looks. He stated at my chest the WHOLE time and made no eye contact whatsoever. That was creepy.
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![]() What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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I'm genuinely creeped out right now. I've been cyber stalked and bullied before but I've never been like followed to an event before. This really makes me feel unsafe.
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![]() What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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(((seesaw))),
You actually handled the encounter well. You did fine with your boundaries and now that you know this person has taken extra steps to meet you, try not to just assume he is going to do something bad. It's probably just an idea he came up with as a way to meet you and talk to you in person and he did meet you in a public place so this is not like he is trying to catch you alone. You now know this guy has an interest in you, the ball is still in your court and you can take charge and make sure you discourage him kindly from further pursuing you and you can also take steps to be more careful about posting your plans on this site where he saw it and made plans to see you. ![]() |
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There were plenty of people at that event waiting in line to talk to me as a professional about my consulting services. This guy was being inappropriate, bringing up my mental illness, which, by the way, I don't even discuss with people I do know versus complete strangers. Then him hinting that we should get drinks and "no pressure." That was pressuring me right there. He came out here to seek me out and force me to spend time with him, rather than asking me out to see if I wanted to get to know him. I say this because the way he conversed and the subject matter he brought up, he seemed to behave like he was at a singles social event. How does he even know if I'm single? I don't talk about my relationship status on FB. Screw discourage him kindly. I blocked him as soon as I could. Not only is there just the inappropriate factor, but this was a deception on his part. Following me to an event and not telling me or messaging me and using a PROFESSIONAL WORK EVENT to try and seek me out to ask me out is deceptive as hell. Lurking on my Facebook page to then follow me to an event is a deception. He could have easily messaged me and asked to meet up some time. He did not do this. He lied about why he was there - it is an event for artists and art professionals, he had no business being there - that was a deception. I'm not giving the time of day to someone who practically hunts me down. I'm not treating this behavior as harmless. There's no encouraging or discouraging. He is blocked and if he does attempt any further contact or attempts to force further contact, there will be a restraining order. This felt very violating, and I'm not going to sugar coat that. Seesaw
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![]() What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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Sorry seesaw, did not mean to trigger you with my response. You did the right thing in completely blocking this individual. I probably should not have posted a response, not doing well myself today.
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And again, it was very creepy because he literally did not make eye contact with me once and STARED at my chest the whole time he talked to me. I'm actually mad at myself that I was as nice as I was and did not just excuse myself from talking to him, but I felt cornered. And that's also disturbing to me, that I didn't feel like I could walk away and protect myself, I was cornered.
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![]() What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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I am glad you understand that I was just trying to point out the strong ways you did respond given that you were caught off guard and it triggered you. I know how unsettling it can feel after something happens that catches one offguard and that it can be triggering where afterwards one can think back on it and think about what one could have done better to protect themselves even more. I struggle that way myself and can think about what more I should have done then what I did do. It's important to keep in mind that in reviewing hindsight is truly having more information than what one has when experiencing a challenge like you have described where you are caught off guard.
You handled it well given how it took you by surprise and you have taken steps by making sure you blocked this individual too. It's ok to feel angry too and you did well in not blowing up when caught off guard. IMO, that's progress and you should be proud of how you handled that situation, it's important to allow yourself to feel empowered by that. ![]() |
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FWIW I find this entire thread triggering.
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I'm sorry you find this entire thread triggering. Honestly everyone could be triggered by any thread in this subforum because we are all talking about relationships and communication with other people and anyone could identify with the OTHER person rather than the OP in this forum. But we are here to give support to the OP and others who have experienced what it's like to be violated by stalking.
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![]() What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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When something like this happens, it shocks us in the moment, we don’t get mad until we figure it all out later.
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I have a few friends on Facebook I haven't met in person because they live in different states but we are connected because we do advocacy for the same cause. And then there are a couple of people that I'm connected to who have dogs that came from the same litter as mine, so we stayed in touch to compare growth and any health concerns. But I know them pretty well from our interactions online and I'm not concerned about them. This guy was someone local who I mistakenly did not vet properly. A mistake I remedied by blocking him. You're right that in the moment it's a bit of a shock but when you put the pieces together and realize the deception and the behavior, it triggers all the anger.
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![]() What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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Oh Seesaw, that is exactly why I dont respond "GOING" to activities listed on FB. I put them on my calendar & may click on interested.
He probably thought he hadn't met you & saw you would be there & probably totally CLUELESS that it was a networking event & not social. In his mind probably thought a good way to mrrt you. Obviously He is a totally dysfunctional person when it comes to social interactions & what the appropriate way to handle a meeting with someone. Definitely blicking him was the ABSOLUTE CORRECT thing to do. I eould hsve felt creeped out by it too. You handled yourself perfectly. Lol, in my small town I got a phone call when I first got my new local ohone number. By chance this guy actually dialed my number while trying to call his granddaughter (missed it by one close number when I asked what # he was trying to call). Well it turned into a longer phone conversation & an invite to have coffee with the other seniors at the local McDonalds. I graciously thanked him but said far too busy. One never knows what unusual contacts may happen but BEST to stop them immediately & never get involved with anyone you dont kniw or have met personally to know ehat they are like IRL. You cut it off befire it could become anything more. Too many people naievly think that its important to BE NICE to someone rather than being protective of ones own privacy & think "what could it hurt?" Until its too late & they find out. Using one's wise mind & being totally mindful of the situations brings awareness & caution that is important in all situations. You handled this perfectly & learned a few things in the process. Responding to public listings on FB that you are going to anything opens up for the public (not just friends) to know your plans & where you intend on being.....beware of what information we put out there.
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I agree, it sounds like he is just clueless how is behavior came off. But also, just the things he talked about and whatnot, it was creepy too. And again, I was just trying to be professional and in public so I just kind of smiled and nodded until I could move along. Like I asked him how long he'd been in my city (again, assuming he was an artist) and he started talking about how up until about 18 months ago he lived in Georgia and then one day his wife and mother-in-law told him to get out. So he packed up and moved to this city because he thought he could get a job. Like divulging that much information to a stranger and also like, they just told him to get out? That combined with the way he stared at me inappropriately? Something is off there.
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![]() What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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What an awkward situation he put you in! You maintained your professional composure, and I hope the event was fruitful for you despite his interference.
I had an encounter with an obnoxious a-hole at work yesterday. It triggered me and I was upset for an hour. I did some coulda-shoulda-woulda thinking; in the end I realized I couldn’t foresee the event, and I will now be better prepared for similar future events. |
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My stalker obviously has no self control, yet I don't know what else I can do. Seeing as I live in the US, and she in Canada, I just can't go to my local authorities and ask to press charges.
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Record and/or document all times and events meticulously. Do not react or respond in any way...even a negative response causes a stalker to experience pleasure. Give them nothing and hopefully they will move on to another target. If you decide to report to authorities this may cause them to become incensed and hostile, as you have introduced a third party to their game, the invasive actions may escalate. And yes this is a 'game' to them a 'power' game they have created to distract themselves from their meagre existence. you react...and they get their little win. Pressing charges is a long arduous painful process...unless they have physically harmed you, threatened harm, or crossed any other unforgivable personal boundaries...let it alone. As a victim with experience of this type of crime I have stories that would make your hair turn green...document, document, document, is my best advice.
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I'm recording as much as I possibly can, and hope that, because she does her stalking online, that I can possibly ask the people in charge of the site she frequents to act according upon her. I'm hoping for justice to prevail.
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Why cant you block, unfriend, ignore, everything possible to stop seeing her & her being able to contact you instead of RECORDING everything she does? I am not following this logic. Ehen someone bithers me, I block & keep them out of my life I dont record their activities because that sucks me into whst they are doing instead of distanciing.
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