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Old Aug 30, 2013, 06:57 PM
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i have a secret may i share it?
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:01 PM
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:01 PM
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Off to the lakefront...just Saturday though my friend has to work Sunday and Monday.

Did you find your bolete on vacation?
I found one bolete about two weeks ago near my university. It was a surprise find. I never expected to find one in the middle of the city.

My plans changed so I am still waiting to go to Quebec. It won't be until next month. I may also be going to Quyon for a day, but won't know for sure until later next week.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:06 PM
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i have been sending letters to people i barely know and some i dont know about people following me and to save me from the american mental health system. that i was chained up and beaten. i got a text from one of these people. someone i barely knew. kinda - knew not too well. to stop sending letters and get psychiatric help "cuz no ones following you".

im still sending the letters. i send the articles i cut out and handwritten notes i write.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:08 PM
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@ Newtus: Hey there! Sorry you're feeling like you don't get many responds to your posts. For the last 2 weeks I've been very busy getting things ready for my classroom. I finally got almost everything done, I have a few minor paperwork issues to finish up. The classroom itself is all finished and we had Meet N Greet yesterday and I met all the parents of my new kiddos. This is extreme stress and anxiety for me. I think I did okay playing the "normal card" with my "mask" on. But I suffered a huge amount of anxiety doing so. So now I've got this 4 day weekend to recover. I've felt really, really depressed today. I got in an argument with my 17 yr old daughter yesterday and it's triggered me into a deep depression. Today I just feel like crap! Haven't really accomplished much today. Going to try again tomorrow.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:11 PM
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i have been sending letters to people i barely know and some i dont know about people following me and to save me from the american mental health system. that i was chained up and beaten. i got a text from one of these people. someone i barely knew. kinda - knew not too well. to stop sending letters and get psychiatric help "cuz no ones following you".

im still sending the letters. i send the articles i cut out and handwritten notes i write.
Be careful doing this Newtus!
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:11 PM
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i have been sending letters to people i barely know and some i dont know about people following me and to save me from the american mental health system. that i was chained up and beaten. i got a text from one of these people. someone i barely knew. kinda - knew not too well. to stop sending letters and get psychiatric help "cuz no ones following you".

im still sending the letters. i send the articles i cut out and handwritten notes i write.
how do you feel bout this?
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:14 PM
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I am hoping to give all my dogs a bath this weekend. That's big enough plans for me. anybody else?
I'm planning on giving Daisy a bath this weekend too and trying to cut her nails. She TOTALLY hates getting her nails cut and won't ever be still for it. It stresses me out trying to do it but it needs to be done. One time I had her vet do it and they cut every single one of them too short and they were bleeding. I was SOOOO angry! So I've NEVER allowed them to do it again.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:17 PM
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how do you feel bout this?
what do you mean? what they said? it hurt. i KINDA knew them. i mean it was a family member. a pastor head of a church. one i rarely talk to though. i mean rare. once every so many years. their son texted me to "go get help". the other person i wrote to is a radio show host. two others are.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:18 PM
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it does seem very blunt and tactless of them, especially if you sort of knew them. sorry they hurt your feelings
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:23 PM
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Newtus if one of the people you reached out to is a Pastor head of a church then he should not brush you off. He should talk with you, pray with you, and offer help any way possible. That's a Pastor's job.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:26 PM
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i didnt hear from them.
only their son.

actually i sent a 12 page each handwritten note to 5 family memebrs. extended. only got a reply from one. just one. one time.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 07:58 PM
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i didnt hear from them.
only their son.

actually i sent a 12 page each handwritten note to 5 family memebrs. extended. only got a reply from one. just one. one time.
Do you think any of them could or would help you?
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 08:01 PM
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nope.
nope.
nope.

but i am sharing my story of survival with them. of living in this world where so many people come around me to hurt me. get me. kill me.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 08:07 PM
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I'm suddenly so tired and weak I think they laced my food with something. I don't know what to do.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 08:34 PM
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I'm planning on giving Daisy a bath this weekend too and trying to cut her nails. She TOTALLY hates getting her nails cut and won't ever be still for it. It stresses me out trying to do it but it needs to be done. One time I had her vet do it and they cut every single one of them too short and they were bleeding. I was SOOOO angry! So I've NEVER allowed them to do it again.

I'm cutting Zorro's nails this weekend too. He doesn't like it either. I have a special nail trimmer for him, but it's still awkward. His nails grow so fast and they scratch me up.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 08:35 PM
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I'm suddenly so tired and weak I think they laced my food with something. I don't know what to do.

When was the last time you were able to sleep?
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 08:38 PM
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I'm suddenly so tired and weak I think they laced my food with something. I don't know what to do.
When did you last eat?
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 08:39 PM
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Off to the lakefront...just Saturday though my friend has to work Sunday and Monday.

Did you find your bolete on vacation?
Good to hear from you SP. I hope you have a great time!
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 08:42 PM
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maybe i am paranoid costello.
im very scared to lose people here because the people here are the only friends i have. thats why i cannot leave this place. im scared everyone will leave me. im scared everyone here wants to leave me. high and dry.

i'm not gonna leave you, Newtus.
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 08:45 PM
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wow thanks mimi2112. thats so nice.

i just took 2 xanax. idk why. to sleep away everything i guess. . .
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 08:53 PM
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When was the last time you were able to sleep?
Or eat something?
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 09:16 PM
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I've been feeling pretty depressed the last 2 days. I just forced myself to drive to the video store to rent a dvd. I like "Sons of Anarchy". I've watched all the seasons that were available on my Netflix. Season five just came out a few days ago but isn't on my Netflix yet. So I just rented the entire Season five for ten bucks! Great deal. Now instead of staring @ my bedroom wall & sinking deeper into this depression I'm going to go back home & watch my DVD. So excited!!!!
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 09:20 PM
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I've been feeling pretty depressed the last 2 days. I just forced myself to drive to the video store to rent a dvd. I like "Sons of Anarchy". I've watched all the seasons that were available on my Netflix. Season five just came out a few days ago but isn't on my Netflix yet. So I just rented the entire Season five for ten bucks! Great deal. Now instead of staring @ my bedroom wall & sinking deeper into this depression I'm going to go back home & watch my DVD. So excited!!!!
they still got places to rent dvds? a whole store?
i remembwr going to a video store in a small town. 12 dollars to rent 1 dvd. they had made 1 dvd on a shelf and then a foot of space between each dvd. im like wtf? i can rent all the ones i want for 7.99 on netflix. "what am i doing here?".
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Old Aug 30, 2013, 09:22 PM
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more xanax please.
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