Roll Call 14

i just realized i can cancel my appointments with the nurse doing injections because the doctor has me on oral haldol anyway along with injections. so thats maybe how i can do my switch from injections to oral?

theres a movie about sz called of two minds. but i found another movie by the same name about bipolar disorder. its streaming on netflix. its called Of Two Minds too. but its a documentary on bipolar.

Newtus I just watched that documentary on Netflix. It was very interesting.

what did you think of it? i havent watch ed it yet and want to know if its worth watching

I'm just sick of hearing the same stuff its not really happening, well it is so what's the point even seeing them.

I just want to get wasted and forget all about the gang stalking.

So that's my plan.

thats how i feel kureha. i sometimes just wanna get wasted and forget about the sz and gangstalking.

when i get fed up i take a whole bunch of xanax and/or drink alcohol.

sometimes but rarely some mary j

look what someone said on facebook

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Newtus I enjoyed the documentary. It was based on the lives of a few people but I found it intereresting. There's a series on Netflix about D.I.D. that I found interesting also. It's called United States of Tara. You might check that one out too.

OMG! I'm watching the 5pm news and a lady from Tarrant County who suffers from sz and depression stabbed her 3 yr old son!!! The child did not die. He is in the hospital. And the news interviewed the lady from jail and she said she heard a noise in the boy's room and that is why she did it. So sad!!!

wow. ft worth or just somewhere in the county? damn i missed it. i am watching the news. you must watch fox or something. i watch abc

7 xanies tonight

I was watching channel 11 news at 4pm. They announced it and then at 5pm on this same channel they showed the interview through the glass at the Mansfield jail. Very sad story

Please be careful Newtus!

ill be careful

i just saw a lawsuit commercial for risperdal.

theres also a lot of commercials saying lawyers will help people get disability. LOTS. makes me wonder how many people are actually on disability. must be lots.

Newtus I just saw the report on the lady who stabbed her 3 yr old son. It was on Fox 4 news at 9pm. This time the news showed more of the interview with the lady. She says she was hearing voices and didn't remember doing it. The news person said she is sz and depressed and was off her medicine for months. They also said that neighbors saw the little boy had a black eye and bruises on his cheeks before. The boy was autistic and didn't speak. She was a single parent living with her son in a North Fort Worth apartment. Now she's in Mansfield jail and has no memory of the stabbing. During the interview she kept waving at her left ear and twitching. The news person asked her why she was doing that and she said she was hearing voices and trying to make them go away. I feel very sad for this lady and for her son.

Yes I've seen the commercials. There are a lot of them.

I feel terrible. I should have stayed home today. I am going to call in sick tomorrow.

I'm so sorry you are feeling sick. I woke this morning with a sore throat and have developed a very annoying cough throughout the day. I feel yucky too! Must be the weather. I hope you can take your day off and rest tomorrow.

Why risperdal? The first thing that comes to mind are birth defects during pregnancy possibly caused by these meds.

I had family therapy yesterday and it went pretty well. It was nice to be able to talk to someone about my problems and have them communicate back. My boyfriend came too and my therapist asks him questions about how he is and how I am which is nice. She said no new pets for awhile and just to save our money, but both my boyfriend and therapist said a plant was okay.

Dr is coming even though I cancelled, must have been my phone call last night.
I called about 12 because they were trying to get into my head.

yeah thats why i said he would never do that. he keeps work at work

its for men who develop female breasts because of an increase in the hormone prolactin.

my prolactin levels are too high from risperdal. my body thinks im pregnant. i havent had my period in 3 months. thats why my team is lowering it

Oh, I've been seeing this on t.v. about the female breasts thing. I think it's interesting this is coming up now. Isn't risperdol an older medicine? My pdoc wanted to put me on it after I got the lamictle rash, but I said no because my MIL had a bad experience on it. My husband was dead set against it, too. I was put on lithium instead.