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Haha I sort of feel like doing it too. I got some mad stuff. But posting pictures....I just couldn't be bothered with all the trouble.
I use to use oil paint and create universal spacey looking paintings. I called them clouds, which in my opinion have a physical solid nature to them. They're not just water vapour and white fluffy stuff. That was my artist statement.

I use pencil and paper. I also have some peaces of work that I've done completely off of MS Paints.

It's hard when you've lost all motivation. I've had that the past week and it's tearing me apart. But I put it down to my depression. Is loss of motivation a negative symptom?? I dunno...

I use to also use graphite pencil too. Again my concept was clouds and I did some amazing stuff. All these weird shapes and formations. U could even see things in the picture. Like u see in clouds haha

i know its a negative symptoms for me. because im not sad and i WANT to do stuff but not motivated. i know its directly related to meds. i just know it.

anyway my parents are quite older. my dad is in his late 60s and my mom late 50s. 10 years apart. oh well. both alcoholics.

your lucky.

if you dont mind me asking. how old are you erti?

That's cool. I have a self portrait and a drawing of me and my ex I did which was more realism. I mostly draw cartoons/anime.

That's so cool! I'm more of a surrealist

I'm interested in seeing your art. You have any of it posted online?

I'll be 24 on February 6

Nah I don't . But I should probs do that. Do u know any website where u can do that sort of thing??

yea your lucky. im 23. and my parents are much older.

oh well. i heard having an older father makes you more susceptible to schiz and aspergers/autism. ever heard that? the older father theory?.

idk if im able to get back into my old art. but maybe photography. but having no one to share my art with makes me feel like its not so worthwhile sometimes.

deviantART: where ART meets application! is a good website.

yea your lucky. im 23. and my parents are much older.

oh well. i heard having an older father makes you more susceptible to schiz and aspergers/autism. ever heard that? the older father theory?.

idk if im able to get back into my old art. but maybe photography. but having no one to share my art with makes me feel like its not so worthwhile sometimes.

yea me too. i was born in summer tho. hah conceived in winter

tonight is the first night i actually feel like myself. like med free. content. not bored. energized. motivated. drinking coffee. eating not much. etc

this is how i always want to feel. but a little bit more energized wouldnt hurt.

sometimes:

i heard of rescheduling 24 hours or canceling 24 hrs before but not of not being able to reschedule if you dont do it in 24 hours. thats slightly odd.

if youve been stable off meds that should say a whole lot

No chance of them lowering the dosage?

I've been pretty bad with my medication. I missed the last two days of medication.