Roll Call 18

i probably went to the dentist a few months ago. i think my migraine is stress related.

Well, I'm glad you went to the dentist at least. I'm sorry you're stress is so bad it's giving you headaches.

I didn't see the oscars but I want to see 12 Years a Slave and Dallas Buyers Club, I'm glad they did so well. (And Frozen! I want to see it but my boys keep saying it's a girl movie, so we didn't rent it yet. LOL.)

Thought I would share this. Its my husband giving Bean a ride up the driveway. They tied the sled to the trailer hitch.
We dont have the snow mobiles anymore and they were bored sooooo....
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Oh that's fun. Our snow never lasts long enough to really do much like sledding and snowman building.

Lol. They both told me later that he fishtailed her on the sled right into a big snowbank.
No wonder she came in covered in snow with a big smile on her face!

Its nice to have good times to remember. Its hard sometimes to remember that life should be good. That we should make memories like this as often as we can...I have a big problem doing that.

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my dad got the heat working in the house!!!

yea its been like that since i was 9. i would get migraines. very bad. then even put me on meds at 9 for it.

hows cracking slowly?

Has she been around? I'm wondering this myself. I was off all weekend.

I havnt seen her...
Or blackwhitered....

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Hmmmm....

I hope they are okay.

i saw cracking slowly online but idk if shes still on

how are you punky & faerie?

I'm tired of having a cold it's Monday so my brain already feels rusty enough without the help of being sick. Lol

How are you? Glad your dad got the heat going.

im feeling a bit paranoid but im trying to shake it off. its not working. my central heating broke for like a year and my dad fixed it today. but its been worse the past 3 months in this cold winter. im sorry you have a cold. i just got over one. thankfully. it was horrible.

Im here.
Newtus!....You have heat!.....And AC!

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Im sory your still sick...
Ive come to the conclusion that Im not getting sick. I think the dusty woodstove and dry heat are making me feel like im gettimg sick all the time.
Cant wait to open up the windows in spring!

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I didn't see the oscars either. Not really into celebrities. I saw 12 Years a Slave and some of the abuse scenes were horrific, but it was very moving. And I saw Dallas Buyers Club last week and thought it was very interesting. It sparked a cool discussion with my Dad about meds and ethics! And I've not seen Frozen but my 3yo niece is obsessed by it and sings the songs to me every time I see her! Lol

Hope she's ok!

Last night my brain just wouldn't stfu so I could go to sleep, and I had to get up early today, plus I've done a lot of walking today, so I'm totally knackered. Went to town with my parents today. Saw so many pretty things that I wanted, but I was good (only because I have expensive tastes and couldn't afford it! Lol).

Got the psychologist tomorrow and I'm very nervous. I kept playing different scenarios over in my head last night. I want to be assertive and find out if my suspicion of a secret PD diagnosis is true or not, but I'm scared of confrontation. If they've falsely labelled me with a PD, I will be very angry...but I'm scared of anger after my brother's rages as a teen. So nervous! :/

*Willow*

i hope everything goes well at the psychologist tomorrow Willow.

that would be disconcerting if they put a PD diagnosis on you. what would lead them to do this?

I updated my tapatalk because I need to try to stay offline more on the work computer. It's important and I need to do this. So, good news is I'll be less wordy . Bad news is less hugs given


They sure did make the app confusing in this update.... And ugly orange

haha yea i have tapatalk too. bad thing is you cant give hugs. but you can give "thanks". i like it when your wordy!!!

I dont like the update. Cant hug and cant determine who someone else is responding to. It doesnt give the name of who your quoting.

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Hello Roll Call Family!
I am here. Just been very isolated and extremely depressed. I just made myself get out of the house for a bit. I've been sitting at the lake reading up on Roll Call. It took me a couple of hours to get caught up! For those of you who have been struggling, I feel your pain! I have been praying for each of you every morning. I'm sorry for your struggles. Life is pretty messed up for me right now too. But I am determined to muddle through! I have no choice. My kids and little Daisy need me. I hope to have more positive stuff to post in the future. I don't post when I am feeling very down and depressed much. I don't want to trigger anyone. I also got rid of my tapatalk because it pissed me off by not working correctly. I may reinstall it and see what happens. I haven't decided yet.
For those of you who asked about me, THANKS! It means the world to me to know that some of you noticed that I was gone and you were concerned. It's a good feeling to know that someone out there actually cares.

Thanks Newtus! They want to discredit me because I know what they're up to. The Govt has bribed them to take away my diagnoses so I don't have any evidence that I qualify for disability. They're out to get as many people off disability as possible and they don't care if it drives people to suicide or to starve to death like that man in the article Sometimes posted or anything, as long as they get spending down.

I hate trying to be assertive cos I get so nervous because of possible confrontation, and I'm really bad at it, but I need to know where I stand in terms of diagnosis. If there is no PD diagnosis, which I'm really hoping there isn't because the stigma of even an untrue diagnosis will be hard to undo, then I need to find out why I'm still getting CMHT services, because I just don't trust their motives at all. So scared!

*Willow*

Sorry you're feeling so bad Cracking I've thought of you while you've been gone, mostly because of the milk bottle elephants I've been preparing for the youth club. I wondered if it might be something fun for your little kiddies at work to decorate?

Don't feel that you have to isolate yourself from us when you feel bad! You could always put a trigger warning on a post if you're worried, but I'm sure it won't be a problem. We're here to support each other, so don't feel like you have to disappear on us just because you don't feel all sunshine and unicorns!

Take care and hope you feel better soon

*Willow*