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#626
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i feel like im having an anxiety attack or panic attack
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#627
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that was definitely a panic attack. thats so weird i havent had a real panic attack in a long time. it just came over me out of nowhere. everything was like tunnel vision for a few minutes and my heart rate went up and i couldnt breathe and was panicking.
god that was awful...
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#628
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#629
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ive missed tons of my AP continuously. so its like im off it. thats how much ive missed. i always seem to remember to take my xanax though. theres something different about that med than any other med. i need to take my 2mg more.
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#630
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Yeah it's addictive where none of the other ones are so it's more like smoking or caffeine...
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#631
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God I just had this horrible vision of the future where they add a benzo directly to your AP so you would intentionally get addicted and keep taking your meds...I can totally see some thing like that happening
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#632
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Interesting idea. (Not that I'm endorsing it) |
#633
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#634
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I'm really tired at work now because I didn't get enough sleep today. I feel so awful and I can't focus on my math hw. I get out at 7 today, but my bosses told everyone last minute that we have a meeting today which means I can't go to bed until 1pm today and I work again tonight. I wish they planned things better, I feel a break down coming on from being over worked and tired.
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#635
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I feel like I would be healthier if I was just a college student and worked part time. It sucks how I have unsupportive parents so I have to take care of myself. I feel bad for my siblings because they're still stuck in a terrible situation while I escaped. They have depression and they don't get any support so I always worry about them acting on their illness.
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#636
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cant sleep.......woke up from a nightmare.......running out of cigs
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#637
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Try reading a book to help you relax
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#638
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Hey Erti, how come you're up so late?
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#639
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#640
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Irregular sleep I guess lol. I'm alright though.
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#641
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im up early but may go back to bed
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#642
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#643
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Well that's good. Without xanax I would wake up all the time during the night (now day since I work 3rd shift) and not sleep very much.
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#644
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Yeah, I'm in a better situation. I'm now 24 years old now so I'm an adult and they can't really do that **** no more. Mom has longed broke up with her ex boyfriend. My siblings from my dad's side is all grown up. My youngest sister (from my moms side) is now 12. Mom can be emotionally abusive at times but she has improved on that a lot.
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#645
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I took my AP but for some reason it hasn't lasted through the night. I feel wide awake lol.
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#646
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#647
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#648
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#649
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Thanks! Sometimes I feel like a complete failure. I guess you're right.
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#650
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I failed two years of college, but now I'm getting As. It took me awhile to get on my feet; no one i s perfect
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